HAPPY BIRTHDAY , Queen Elizabeth II !

http://news.bbc.co.uk/cbbcnews/hi/newsid_4920000/newsid_4927300/4927318.stm

We are all children at heart.

I love the Queen for doing her very best at all times.
We are all perfect in our imperfections - it's not easy to be a monarch - I wouldn't like it - not for all the tea in China ! But our Lizzie takes her job very seriously and is STILL working at 80 ! She is amazing - certainly has a lot of stamina and many of the qualities of a very good , good-enough queen.

God bless Her Majesty Queen Elizabeth II.
Bless her as she works and plays.
Bless her family, friends and loved ones.
May she always be well , happy and peaceful.

So be it and so it is ... AMEN

Just started reading " The End of Faith " Religion , terror and the future of reason by Sam Harris. It's a challenging book for an emotional person like me to read.

I've chosen to read this because it seems interesting and provocative and I want to practice being objective .

Maybe it will help me practice " seeing what IS " without colouring what I see with judgement or prejudice. Let's see what happens.

Already I've found a phrase that I like :

" the graveyard of bad ideas "

and I have to ask myself , as I review my beliefs which ones will end up in this graveyard of bad ideas.

I am changing. Everything around me is changing. Everything is of a constantly changing nature. Beliefs that have served my well in the past and have been my loyal soldiers are maybe holding me back now. Maybe I am resisting change. I have chosen to examine my beliefs so this book seems timely and challenging.

http://www.samharris.org/

What is sex for you ? I'd like to know.
For me sex is a primal powerful creative force.
Sex is a power.
Sex is power.
Sex , like fire can be used in many ways- to light a fire or burn down a house.
Sex is a form of communication between lovers
Sex even becomes visible between passers by as glances are exchanged and images processedin the brain.
Sex is the Life force.
Sex can burn.
Sex gives life.
Sex invigorates.
Sex.....kundalini rising .....creativity ...first and second chakras.
The colour of sex is red and orange.

When you are bored , no drastic change is necessary . The only thing you really need to do is shift the way you see your world. Just choosing to see your surroundings with new eyes allows you to enjoy your experiences with more depth, meaning and fun. Suddenly boredom disintigrates.

I've actually tried staying bored and being even more bored , though I've not yet succeded.

I'd like to write something really inspiring and clever but struggling with wretched spreadsheets has drained me of ever ounce of inspiration..leaving dense dull boredom. Nadda . Nothing.

Stream of consciousness might go something like this:
curly whirly , wild and wondrous
wickedly wobbly
computer nerd
calculator
Ghandi.. peace on earth
birth
joy
living and dying
playing and sensing
cooking and fucking
ooooops did I say that ?
hehehe I meant screwing and snogging
making love is better
see what happens when I empty my brain ?
Reminds me to do start writing my morning pages.
Supposed to do that longhand ,..... but reckon the computer would do .. just as wel.
Right.. that's it .. I quit .
night night .. love and light .. all things bright.