The Art of DReaming - (Carlos Castaneda ) is fascinating but difficult to understand using conventional thinking. I feel I have to let go , relax and constantly stay open .. trust the Nagual ... not easy .

I am fascinated by the way I, the reader, am introduced to the world of the sorcerer . He talks about energy configurations and uses expressions like " the second attention" and the "first gate of dreaming "

" When sorcerers see a human being they see a giant luminous shape that floats, making , as it moves, a deep furrow in the energy of the earth , just as if the luminous shape had a taproot that was dragging. "

Strawberries , Don Juan and Castaneda ...while the first few drops of rain fall after 8 days of sun and heat .

I love the heat and sun . There have been a lot of lovely picinics with friends  on Skeppsholmen, Riddarfjärden, Stadshuset .. etc .. all near water with fantastic views. I feel this is the time to re charge batteries and stock up on beauty and joy.

I just heard that I didn't get the job I applied for. I am really disappointed , but there must be a reason for that too. So I am wondering what will replace it .

My friend who was spewing anger and gall at me says she is now feeling sad and thinks we should meet sometime soon . We shall se what happens there.

Allergies are fine now , thank goodness. Life is so pleasant without them.

I see clouds gathering .. a sign of rain on the way ?

Reading Carlos Castaneda's " The Art of Dreaming ". Fascinating.