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mmmm blessed be. A good friend bought me a bottle of Bombay Saphire gin and It 's lovely .Divine decadence. I have had two big G&T's after sending out emails advertising a course I am holding in February.

I don't often drink, because I think tonic is not good for you - it's full of nasty chemicals and gin on its own is disgusting.

So many emails bounce back compliments of the mailer demon or because I've forgotten a " , " or mis-spelled a name or omitted an "_" or an "-" grrrrr so many things to think about.Details . Details. Hate details.

Still, I'm not complaining . I've had a great Sunday and this last bit I did so that I wouldn't accuse myself of being too lazy.

All in all .. feeling good !

Saw the Sai Baba video on google the other day and it has left me quite confused.

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-7185106803192503043&q=The+secret++Sai+Baba

Here's a man who has done so much good for people . His teachings preach " love all , serve all " ; hos devotees range from ordinary people to the highly educated. I met a no- nonsense sort of woman recently from Germany a researcher and professor who has been a sai Baba devotee for over 20 years and has nothing but good to say about him.

The documentary was well balanced too, showing Sai Baba's generous altruistic side but also investigating what appears to be be peverted and corrupt.

Now I'm not big on morals and ethics , but I do have a desire know what really is true, what is authentic and what isn't.

The more I live and learn , the more I know that things aren't always what they appear to be. We choose what is real and what isn't. Once we believe firmly in something then we will collect evidence to support that belief and we will always find it of we care to look for it.

Another link I found http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/programmes/this_world/3813469.stm

Sai Baba: God-man or con man?

By Tanya Datta
Reporter, Secret Swami

Oh India ,and Indian Gurus, you are so COMPLEX you remain a jewel of an enigma to me. You are a psychic mirror.

I do think spirituality is very closely linked to sexuality and sex. Sex is a force to be reckoned with. Orgasm is the closest we come to experiencing God .

Having said that though , there is no way I would give Sai Baba a blow job, but then,,,, I think he is mainly interested in young boys not mature voluptious women ;-)

Final thought : So long as we are in human costume , no matter who we are , we will always have dark shadowy sides ... it is simply in the nature of things .. it is who we are .

Where was I ? Nevermind .. here and now ....nothing . though still feel the need to write something. There must be something waiting to emerge from the depths ?
As I look around searching for inspiration I see creative clutter and I am reminded that what you do to the outside you also do to the inside. I am going to tackle this clearing of clutter as a meditation. A ritual , paving the way .. facilitating clarity of thought. Ahemm

I am an organised person at times e.g when I do the dishes. PLates gate arranged on the dish rack in a certain order, big ones at the back, and small ones at the front. PLates go into the sink first , cos otherwise the plug pops up as the water pours in . I bet you didn't know that , did you ?

Well, before enlightenment , wash dishes , clear clutter .. after enlightenment wash dishes , clear clutter ... and so it is
TTFN all

there's a lot to be said for starting the day with blogger .co.uk. hehehehehe I'm still laughing thanks to the posts I've read so far. Oh today is going to be a good day. lol while TV and radio bombard with storm warnings , 30mps winds , here there's chuckles galore.Special credit goes to Mad -poet and prydwen alias wulfwear the white , thegnof sussex. Thanks chaps ! xxxx