I like Ellen de Generes . She's natural and funny. This is a big night for actors and actresses and from what I can gather quite a tradition for Americans to watch the whole thing beginning to end.

Are the hosts of the Oscars always gay ?

I'm watching while packing and sorting out a month's laundry, blogging, answering the phone , emails and all sorts of odds and ends.

I do tend to go round in circles.Travel fever .

*thinking out aloud * flight 07:45. 1 March , day after tomorrow , which means I have to be there 06:15 ... 06:30 . Arlanda bus takes 40 mins.. taxi to busstop 20 minutes .. that's an other hour..leave at 5:30 ..up at 4:30. Don't like to rush . Since I will be sleepwalking at that time of the morning .. need to allow myself masses of time.

The big suitcase is out .. maybe I should take my little red weekend bag instead .. really travel light for once. Clothes can be washed.

Why is this a problem ? I should be used to this by now.. done it so many times.

Anchovies ( for Jansson's frestelese ) and 6 tins of Herbamare herb salt . Friends say they can't get it there and are hooked on it. It's available in every supermarket here and prices range from 25kronor to 35 kronor lol It's not even Swedish .. Swiss I think.

Anyway . I 'm happ The Queen got an Oscar. Must see the film .. lots of films I want to see and end up seeing them on the telly

Night night people .. may you be well happy and peaceful .. I'm off to bed now ,It's already tomorrow !

These links come and go .. good luck !

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=2462661970266709753&q=%22the+secret%22

1. What time is it? 11:11 pm
2. Full Name: Mira Maze

3. What are you most afraid of? Not having enough or being burned alive

4. What do you drive - a business

5. Have you ever seen a ghost? not seen but FELT

6. Where were you born? at home in my parents home in Idle

7. Have you ever been to Alaska? No.
8. Ever been toilet papering trees? No
9. Croutons or Bacon bits? Croutons

10. Favourite day of the week? Friday
11. Favorite restaurant? Maggie JOnes

12. Favorite Flower? Lilies and poppies

13. Favorite sport to watch? None
14. Favorite Drink? Hot Water

15. Favorite Ice cream? Vanilla

16. Disney or Warner Brothers? hmmmm Disney

17. Favorite fast food restaurant? Mc Donalds ( not imnto fast food )

18. What color is your bedroom? Magenta

19. How many times did you fail your driver? Don't drive

20. Before this one, from whom did you get your last e-mail? Irene

21. What do you do most often do when you are bored? don't get bored .. write

22. Bedtime? 00:00 and 2am

23. Who is the person you sent this to that is least likely to respond? Dunno

24. Who is the person that you are most curious to see their responses? surprise me ... hang on .. no one will reply unless I post this .. there's athought

25. Favorite TV shows? Everybodyt loves Raymond, Desperate Housewives, 2½ men , Father Ted

26. Ford or Chevy? Couldn't care less

27. What are you listening to right now? silence

28. What are your favorite colors? Orange, magenta , purple

29. How many tattoos do you have? None. Dislike tatoos

30. Do you have any pets? none

31. Which came first the chicken or the egg? egg

32. What would you like to accomplish before you die?
be a grgandmother , meet my soul mate , go to India , have tea / bottle of wine with Prince Charles

33. What is your eye color? Blue

Now it's YOUR turn xx

G was here for dinner and her hubby just came to pick her up .
Daugher Anna has got engaged to a RYan Air pilot and has been showing off her bling bling engagement ring. G is happy of course.

G and I met when our sons were at school together. She came to pick M up one evening , saw my crystals and woo woo stuff and we became instant friends .

After many years of being a single parent and strange husband who may be autistic or have Aspergers syndrome ,, he is certainly odd .... G is now with her darling H. A very attractive man. I love stories with happy endings.

They have a house out in the country and G is thinking of getting a couple of goats. Special goats . She 's been checking on the internet . Plans to sheer them , die wool with vegetable dyes .. acorns ..... herbs ..leaves .... she's done it before . I think it is all so exciting and I'm encouraging her to think BIG . Dreams . I Love them .

" The sensitive Cancer Moon stirs our worries about emotional insecurities. We want to withdraw, but Mars just entered Aquarius, so our unorthodox interactions become more important than retreating. Mental Mercury, now well into its retrograde cycle, backs up into quirky Aquarius, creating an intellectual backlash to our emotions. Mercury and Mars form an irritating semisextile, indicating possible communication struggles with our friends or coworkers "

oh dear oh dear

I need to re-write this

From the God Goddess of my being
I give forthanks for the love that I am
for the love in my life
and for the love that surrounds me.
Thank you for the abundance that I am
and thank you for the abundance I see reflected all about me .
Thank you for the riches and the richness of my life.
Thank you. Thank you , Thank you !

This powerful prayer of affirmation is inspired by Ptaah

http://www.ptaah.com/page/page/4335685.htm

Found my notes on The Focus Wheel while clearing clutter yesterday.

Blessed be !

The only way to live
is to accept each minute
as an unrepeatable miracle.

-- Margaret Storm Jameson

Right I'm freshly showered and shampoed - the dust and dirt of the day's rumaging and pottering around washed down the drain.Gone. Bills will get paid tomorrow.

Gulls were wheeling around the sky, and looking up she saw him again, as she had known she would. He was not at all obvious.There were no clear signs but up on the roof you could see, if you gad mind to it, that this was not an ordinary man.

voila .. anyone care to continue the story ?

Why is it .....

Peeve over .. back to clearing clutter

http://www.geocities.com/tcartz/

from a blog

As I look around my cosy "cave " I see creative chaos.
How can I start to pack with all this disorder and mess ?
This is a reflection of my mind.
When this happens I start to tidy up and organise the files in my computer.
Clearing clutter and organising is the theme of the day.
I enter into it reluctantly, willingly focusing on the end result
I fly to Manchester , crack of dawn , 1 March. that's on Tursday and will be away for 12 days . No computer contact whatsoever. How will I manage without blogging and the WWW ?

Loka Samastha Sukino Bhavantu.
Loka Samastha Sukino Bhavantu.
Loka Samastha Sukino Bhavantu.
Om Shanti, Shanti, Shanti.

May all the beings in all the worlds be happy.
May all the beings in all the worlds be happy.
May all the beings in all the worlds be happy.
Om Peace, Peace, Peace.

Goodnight , sleep tight, sweet dreams ommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm !

I've been captured, hijacked by the High Priestess..... all morning. Mesmerised. This gal is powerful. I've been swept away by her energies ; the energies of the subconscious and the principle of "Do what YOu want to do " and Divine Paradox. Truly amazing and most enigmatic. Divine Feminine . The Goddess.

The High Priestess is about the passive knowing of recorded memory. This lady leads us into a way of life that takes place below the surface , in the subconscious .. the underworld, the world of Orpheus. As the High Priestess, of course she can travel between the two worlds.Orpheus and Demeter. Down the stairs she goes and back up again , bringing back stuff into the light of day for inspection and observation. Awareness.

Note : Subconsciousness controls our bodily functions and growth. It's memory is perfect. It controls all that we are not aware of. It is receptive and amenable to suggestion. ( This is why affirmations work )

Subconsciousness exists at both the personal level (our personal subconscious mind), and at the Universal level (the Universal Subconscious, also known by various names such as: Prakriti, Binah).

The high Priestess UNITES she is Uniting Intelligence.

When she appears it is a good idea to pay attention to our dreams

Associations : the Moon..refelction of the light, silver.memory, rhythm, emotion, instincts, number 2 , duality , reflection, copying, transcription, reproduction, and so on, it relates definitely to memory, the basic function of subconsciousness. The number 2 can also suggest ambiguity , deception, untruth, illusion, error and delusion.

we are all interconnected through the collective unsconscious ( also the www !! ? ) We are individuals and we are also ONE .

SUGGESTIONS:

Be more in touch with the flow of life.
Listen, be calm, reflective, and receptive.

QUESTIONS :

What pattern or habit would benefit from examination?
What have I been reacting to?
How might the mass mind be influencing how I handle my career, social or family life?
What memory might prove useful to reflect upon?

The real world calls and dinner at MB's
Train ride through snowy winterland.
Wrapping up warm and taking orange red woolly pashmina with me.

Mind how you go .. enjoy your Friday , wherever you are
*mwaaah *

Is working for material things
a hinderance to our spiritual purpose?

Not if you see material things
as materialized consciousness.
When one is in the material world
one must have food and clothing.
And one desires a home that is beautiful,
comfortable, a place to be.

These are the accoutrements of self Love
When self-love is truly acknowledged
you will not deny yourself any of these things.
Self-love will open your hands
to receive as well as to give.
And certainly it is not taking something away
from someone else.
Your universe is boundless.
There is more than enough
of everything for everyone.

How does one take in the bounty that is there?
What does one do to deserve opulence?
You think this is not a difficulty?
Wait and see.

Until such a time when you have mastered
the art of receiving,
you must supply yourself
with the material necessities.

If you can release your guilt about money
and accept it as part of the Divine universe
and the physical reality of your earth,
you will see that it has no more or less power
than you give it.
It is a necessity.
You all hold the sense of money too tightly.

Nunber 7 The traditional card is full of symbols. Intiguing,. Enigmatic . Contradictory. Complex.

This card is about moving forward quickly yet as smoothly as possible.

The " I" the ´Self is the driver and the horses are spects of the personality pulling in opposite directons

or

The Mind is the the driver, the chariot is the body and the two horses are the emotions.

Whatever. It is about self- management leadership.

Move forward with grace.
coordination
Balancing and synthesis of opposites
skillful steering
" I am in charge "

( The higher Self or the personal self ? WHo is in charge ? Is it a joint effort ? Cooperation ? )

Moving towards self - realisation
self- control is involved .. how much ? .. when ?

Afirmation : " Iam organising my life and preparing for the new beginning "

Expanded realms of being .
An exciting exhilerating card.
Quivering with anticipation !

" NO disc " says my CD player

What dya mean you silly waste of space ???

It keeps telling me " no disc " .. does that sometimes
3 discs in a set....disc 3 is fine , but discs 1 and 2 .. nocan do !

grrrr

My CD player only plays what it want to play
I'm convinced it is possessed .. it starts to play on its own sometimes

I don't understand !

Nothing quite like Wagner to lift your Spirits. Friday is a Venus day which reminded me of a scene from Wagner's OPera Tannhauser ...Christa Ludwig as Venus and singing away passionately and seductively

I jgot the CD out BUT my tempremental player refused to play the first 2 Cds !!! it does that sometimes ..WHY ???

anyway I did get to hear the end where Venus tries to entice Tannheuser back to her kingdom, But Tannheuser, silly pratt , turns all religious... Wagner can be a weak sissy, big girls blous at times

I seem to live and love in my own time and I am filled with gratitude when I think that thought.

My mantra or affirmation these past few years has been

" I live love and breathe in the rhythm of my soul "

Affirmations do become reality and when they do, I am overwhelmed with gratitude and the emotion of it all. Profound. Deep stuff. I feel it in my heart space and start to cry .. but they are good tears. " My cup runneth over " sort of tears.

" Breathe ....... stay with the feeling ..... yes ! "

Mmmmmm that was a tender moment.
Now for breakfast.
See ya soon

"Every day we do things, we are things that have to do with peace. If we are aware of our life..., our way of looking at things, we will know how to make peace right in the moment, we are alive."

-- Thich Nhat Hanh

Thich Nhat Hanh (pronounced Tick-Naught-Han) is a Vietnamese Buddhist monk. During the war in Vietnam, he worked tirelessly for reconciliation between North and South Vietnam. His lifelong efforts to generate peace moved Martin Luther King, Jr. to nominate him for the Nobel Peace Prize in 1967. He lives in exile in a small community in France where he teaches, writes, gardens, and works to help refugees worldwide. He has conducted many mindfulness retreats in Europe and North America helping veterans, children, environmentalists, psychotherapists, artists and many thousands of individuals seeking peace in their hearts, and in their world.

http://seaox.com/thich.html