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  • Night Night .. enjoy the blue moon !


    http://www.photogalaxy.com/pic/marbo-48/blue_moon.jpg

    Silver

     

    Slowly, silently, now the moon

    Walks the night in her silver shoon;

    This way, and that, she peers, and sees

    Silver fruit upon silver trees;

    One by one the casements catch

    Her beams beneath the silvery thatch;

    Couched in his kennel, like a log,

    With paws of silver sleeps the dog;

    From their shadowy cote the white breasts peep

    Of doves in a silver-feathered sleep;

    A harvest mouse goes scampering by,

    With silver claws and a silver eye;

    And moveless fish in the water gleam,

    By silver reeds in a silver stream.

     

    Walter de la Mare

    lots of love .......peace zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

  • Webster's New Age Dictionary

    ADULT:
    A person who has stopped growing at both ends and is now growing in
    the middle.

    BEAUTY PARLOR:
    A place where women curl up and dye.

    CANNIBAL:
    Someone who is fed up with people.

    CHICKENS:
    The only animals you eat before they are born and after they are
    dead.

    COMMITTEE:
    A body that keeps minutes and wastes hours.

    DUST:
    Mud with the juice squeezed out.

    EGOTIST:
    Someone who is usually me-deep in conversation.

    GOSSIP:
    A person who will never tell a lie if the truth will do more damage.

    HANDKERCHIEF:
    Cold Storage.

    INFLATION:
    Cutting money in half without damaging the paper.

    MYTH:
    A female moth.

    MOSQUITO:
    An insect that makes you like flies better.

    RAISIN:
    Grape with a sunburn.

    SECRET:
    Something you tell to one person at a time.

    SKELETON:
    A bunch of bones with the person scraped off.

    TOOTHACHE:
    The pain that drives you to extraction.

    TOMORROW:
    One of the greatest labor saving devices of today.

    YAWN:
    An honest opinion openly expressed.

    WRINKLES:
    Something other people have. You have character lines

  • Pure Potentiality

    About ten years ago I picked up a little gem of a book called " The Seven Spiritual Laws of Success " by Deepak Chopra . Blogland is like a field of pure potentiality too.

    The first law of success, The Field of Pure Potentiality is based on the fact that we are, in our essential state, pure consciousness. Pure consciousness is pure potentiality; it is the field of all possibilities and infinite creativity. Pure consciousness is our spiritual essence. Being infinite and unbounded is also pure joy. Other attributes of consciousness are pure knowledge, infinite silence, perfect balance, invincibility, simplicity,and bliss. This is our essential nature.

    How can we apply the Law of Pure Potentiality, the field of all possibilities, to our lives? Read more here :

    http://www.awakening-intuition.com/PurePotentiality.html

    About The Author

    Deepak Chopra is the author of numerous books including "Ageless Body, Timeless Mind", "Quantum Healing", and "Creating Affluence". He lectures throughout the U.S., blending venerable Eastern wisdom and cutting edge Western science with dynamic results

  • The next 20 to 30 years ( Deepak Chopra )

    BW: What do you see happening in the next 10 to 20 years?

    DC: I see that the use of violence to resolve conflict is becoming to be looked at as a most obscene act in society. I see that people, governments and institutions that resort to violence to solve problems will be looked at as uncreative. They will not be considered part of the creative environment that we create.

    I see a restoration of our ecological balance. I see an emerging economy that will be much more equitable so that the problems between the rich and the poor will stop and everyone will have enough to maintain a decent life.

    I see a nurturing of our fundamental needs: survival, safety, love and belonging. As well as our higher needs for creative expression, achievement and for our sense of connection with the sacred. I think this should become and will become the focus of a new humanity.

    ( I add my love energy to the above vision. So be it and so it is . :) )

    Entire article: http://www.boulderweekly.com/hygeia.html

  • There are not many people I can share my weird thoughts with

    I hear this all the time and just shared this with ozzzy. What did we all do before Blogland ?

    Were we just keeping our innermost " weird" and wonderful thoughts to ourselves ?

    Maybe diaries and journals got to hear them .

    *thinks* I have yet to come across a really really weird thought.

    Why do we tend to be embarrassed by our thoughts ?
    Why do we push them away like the plague ?
    Why are some thoughts unwanted ? ..awww .. poor things :(

    It's not always easy or possible or convenient to share thoughts with people around us . They might think we are weird ..strange .. odd. They might be envious and think " why didn't I think of that ? " or they might ....they might ..... and the mind runs amok ! lol

    I hear this all the time " There are not many people you that I can share
    these thoughts with "

    THANK YOU , Blogland and compassionate empathic non judgemental friends . I love and appreciate you.
    Bless !
    X

  • Transformation

    IA gave me Ralph's name and phone number on Sunday.

    " If I were to give any advice to anyone Swedish or otherwise I would say study the meaning and the effects that the following words have on your life; great liberation can come from their transformation.

    1: FEAR
    – what fears if any, do you have and how do they control you?

    2: NEEDS
    – what needs do you have and why?

    3: EXPECTATIONS
    – what are your expectations really about?

    4: FEELINGS
    – are these feeling mine or someone else is?

    If you follow your feelings close enough they will take you to the light! Trust your intuition; follow your dreams – as in visions of life. Keep an open mind and heart to all experiences that come your way, because somewhere and at some time you have asked for them! It is through acceptance that we graduate into forgiveness.

    Love and light too all, Ralph K. Jenkins "

    Thank you,Ralph

    http://www.soultravel.nu/2006/0819-Ralph_Jenkins/index.shtml

  • Raising consciousness

    “No problem can be solved from the same consciousness that created it. We must learn to see the world anew.”
    -- Albert Einstein

    When we apply this quote to our lives, we can see that we cannot create abundance by staying in a consciousness of poverty, nor can we gain a sense of power in our lives while identifying ourselves as a victim.

    Situations begun from anger or fear can have little chance of reaching a state of peace and trust unless someone involved can conceive of that possibility and act upon it.

    We need to find ways to step outside of our limited understanding in order to seek a bigger picture.

    One way to do this is by shifting perspective seeing the situation from another’s point .....the perspective of all others involved.This alone can shift feelings of anger to compassion and the desire for a positive solution for all concerned.

    I now intend to open my mind to greater possibilities,
    I am learning to think big
    I am learning to think outside the box ( this phrase has become so mainstream )

    I realise that I can connect to my higher self for inspired solutions. From this wise place of peace and calm at the centre of my being .. or what Gary Zukov calls " the seat of the soul " .. form this place gain distance from my sometimes overwhelming emotions and panic to connect to intuitive wisdom.

    From this place understanding comes and the clues to " HOW " or what needs to be done.

    I am so aware these days of guidance- guidance both visible and invisible .

    Albert Einstein showed us the impact that can be made when we raise our consciousness and allow ourselves to imagine the possibilities and the possibilities are LIMITLESS.

    We are limitless beings.
    All is well.
    Everything is possible.

    :)

  • Ebb and flow

    There is an ebb and flow to everything.
    Tide comes in .. tide goes out.
    This is the natural order of things
    It's no use trying to push or force.

    Relate this to income and money.
    There are times when there is a lot of money coming in and there are times when there is more going out than coming in.

    The flow is interesting
    There is flow in everything.

    Sometimes there are blocks. Question is then,,where ? What is blocking ?

    BUT ... th esupply is ENDLESS ,, .. it is INFINITE .
    This is both good news and bad news *chuckles to herself * I see abundance all around me .. an abundance of things .,.a n abundance of mess... an abundance of dust bunnies .....abundance of worries and fears and concerns... an abundance of overwhelm !!! Less of that

    So from now on I specify, dearest Universe .. please send and abundance of money, joy , pleasure, laughter, wine ,inspiration, ideas , beauty and all that . Comprende ? Good. We are in sync. :)

  • Getting organised at noon

    Logging on at noon.
    Waking up with love and ease.
    It's like bathing in thoughts.
    Morning rituals finished.
    Have started using google calender - wonder how that will work out.
    *makes note to herself to remember to water the plants as part of daily routine.* Maybe it is best to water them at the end of the day before going to bed- drinkies and little chat ... part of evening ritual.
    See .. am getting organised :)

  • Rami's wall

    Rami is a womnderful guy from a neighbouring Blogland whom I've met twice in real life, yet another example of a soul connection and bless him, he is getting married in a few day's time !

    I first met Rami from Jordan two years ago I think He'd invested his life's savings to study Global Journalism in Örebro. When the course was over he said he wanted to stay.Rami dared to follow his heart and dreams and has now found his treasure. I am so happy for him

    http://ramiswall.blogspot.com/

    May spirit bless him and his wife to be with simply the best in all things,

    OMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM !

  • Evening falls

    I've re- potted a plant. There is soil and water all over the floor in the blue room , so my plan is to leave it to dry so that I can vacuum it uplater and wash the floor.

    In the meantime cleaned the kitchen , but left the foor. That can be done when I do the floor in the other room. :)

    Watched Greys Anatomy . Sad :( George's father had to be unplugged. Everyone was sad.

    Caught a snippet of news: There'd been an attempted robbery in Solna , which is within walking distance of where I live. Shots had been fired and there were empty shells scattered around between the police cars.. and apparently a shirt covered in blood! The robbers had bungled it and got away with nowt ! Ha !

    I'm wondering whether or not to make a blue cheese broccolli and walnut quiche or have an early night and get up at a decent hour tomorrow. I have had so many late nights.

  • Faun scene from Nijinski ( Film )

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EZugSlvdTkI

    this is the faun scene from the film

  • Say what you want ( Abe )


    As you begin to state what you do want, rather than clamoring about what you don't want, you come into your own power. When you come into your own power, you feel better. And when you feel better -- those who love you also feel better. ;

    Abe quote, excerpted from a workshop in San Antonio, TX on Saturday, May 29th, 1999 All Is Well

    so true ! :)

  • Pan and Psyche

    Interesting link :

    http://www.wetcanvas.com/forums/showthread.php?t=229172

    http://www.mythinglinks.org/PanPsyche~BurneJones~r75c~transpRoundel~drkd.gif

    Sir Edward Burne Jones' “Pan and Psyche” painted around 1872-74 in oil. It is now in the Fogg Art Museum at Harvard University.

    :) :wave:

  • The scandal

    The scandal ( see previous post )

    It was especially the final masturbatory gesture of the choreography that caused the scandal which followed the first performance. In the newspaper Le Figaro editor Gaston Calmette wrote:

    "We have had a faun, incontinent, with vile movements of erotic bestiality and gestures of heavy shamelessness."

    To him Nijinsky's dance was "the too-expressive pantomime of the body of an ill-made beast, hideous, from the front, and even more hideous in profile," and his paper started a campaign against the ballet.

    In reply, the sculptor Auguste Rodin published a defense of the choreography and in a letter to Le Figaro painter Odilon Redon expressed the wish that his friend Mallarmé could have seen "this wonderful evocation of his thought."

    *mira thinks ...I LOVE IT ! * :) When I saw the film " NIJINSKI " I remember Nijinski saying after the performance as he was being booed off the stage

    " It was not me ... it was the faun "

    Genious and madness .. RESPECT , mon !

  • Wild thing, 1912

    http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/d/d4/Bakst_Nizhinsky.jpg/300px-

    http://www.informadanza.com/img/vaslav.gif

    http://www.voiceofdance.com/hpimage/joffrey_faune1.jpg

    This is by far the best ballet I have ever seen. WILD . EROTIC. SENSUOUS !! Far ahead of it's rime.

    " ....a young faun meets several nymphs, flirts with them and chases them, was deliberately archaic. In the original scenography designed by Léon Bakst the dancers were presented as part of a large tableau, a staging reminiscent of an ancient Greek vase painting. They often moved across the stage in profile as if on a bas relief. The ballet was presented in bare feet and rejected classical formalism. The work had an overtly sexual nature for its time and ended with a scene of simulated masturbation..... "

    Who dares to say ballet is boring ??? ;)

    The ballet L'après-midi d'un faune (or The Afternoon of a Faun) was choreographed by Vaslav Nijinsky for the Ballets Russes, and first performed in the Théâtre du Châtelet in Paris on May 29, 1912. Nijinsky danced the main part himself.

    Lydia Sokolova, the first English dancer in the Ballets Russes, gave the following description of Nijinsky's performance:

    Nijinsky as the faun was thrilling. Although his movements were absolutely restrained, they were virile and powerful and the manner in which he caressed and carried the nymph's veil was so animal that one expected to see him run up the side of the hill with it in his mouth. There was an unforgettable moment just before his final amorous descent upon the scarf when he knelt on one leg on top of the hill; with his other leg stretched out behind him. Suddenly he threw back his head, opened his mouth and silently laughed. It was superb acting.

    WOW !!!

  • Carty Grant and the Wild Thing

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2KFHv-fVum0

    What fun . I didn't dare post the Jimi Hendrix one .. oooh that was WILD ;)He got really carried away with his guitar.

    Now you might think this weird , but it Reminded me of Nijinski - the Russian Ballet Dancer and his performance in "L'apres Midi D'úne Faun ( excuse my Francais spelling )
    WICKED !!! :wave:

  • And so to the world of dreams

    Sleep ...........it has been a good day.
    A productive day.
    A day when things get done.
    I've started organising my thoughts a bit- next step will be to tidy my flat which is once again in creative chaos !
    the place looks like a tornado has zoomed through ..i.e. me going from one thing to the other.

    I took a big piece of paper this morning and did a stock-taking or inventory of my inner and outer worlds

    Dreams .................................waking world

    What a LOT of dreams I've had in May. I see themes and patterns emerging and I can see how they relate to the other side of the page which is my "waking world"

    A John Cleese snippet just flashed through my mind

    http://orangecow.org/pythonet/pics/fawlty/communication.jpg

    http://orangecow.org/pythonet/pics/fawlty/communication2.jpg

    JC ( talking to himself )
    Wooooosh
    what was that ?
    That was you life mate .
    Do i get another ?
    Nope...that's your lot .. I read it on the back of a matchbox once ...
    Ah well . back to the world of dreams .

    I used this particular video hundreds of times as part of teaching English as foreigh language.

    It's from a Fawlty Towers video called Communication Problems
    All about Communication problems
    A battleaxe of a woman , Mrs Richards comes to stay - she is deaf , has a hearing aid but will not turn it on. The old bat.
    hehehe . there's line there where Basil asks " Is this a piece of your brain ?" hehehe ..I'm gettng silly now ..sleep deprivation ....
    Nigh tnight :wave: XXXX

    Communication Problems
    19 February 1979, BBC2 - Running time 31:26

    A troublesome guest causes problems when she refuses to turn her hearing-aid on. Meanwhile Basil frantically tries to hide a win from the races from Sybill.

    Mrs. Richards: When I pay for a view I expect to see something more interesting than that.
    Basil: That is Torquay, Madam.
    Mrs Richards: Well, it's not good enough.
    Basil: Well, may I ask what you were hoping to see out of a Torquay hotel bedroom-window? Sidney Opera House perhaps? The Hanging Gardens of Babylon? Herds of wildebeest? sweeping majestically?
    Mrs Richards: Don't be silly. I expect to be able to see the sea.
    Basil: You can see the sea. It's over there between the land and the sky.
    Mrs Richards: You call that a view?
    Basil Fawlty: Well perhaps you should consider moving to a hotel closer to the sea, preferably in it.

    Mrs Richards: Now, I've reserved a very quiet room, with a bath and a sea view. I specifically asked for a sea view in my written confirmation, so please be sure I have it.
    Manuel: Que?
    Mrs. Richards: K?
    Manuel: Si.
    Mrs. Richards: C?
    Manuel: No. Que, "what."
    Mrs. Richards: K. Watt?
    Manuel: Si: que, "what."
    Mrs. Richards: C. K. Watt? Is he the manager?
    Manuel: Ah! Manajer! Mr. Fawlty.
    Mrs. Richards: This man is telling me the manager is a C. K. Watt, aged forty.
    Manuel: No, Fawlty.
    Mrs. Richards: Faulty? Why? What's wrong with him?

    Mrs Richards: I shall expect a reduction.
    Basil: Why? Because Krakatoa's not erupting at the moment?
    Mrs Richards: Because the room is cold, the bath is too small, the view is invisible and the radio doesn't work.
    Basil: No, the radio works. You don't.
    Mrs Richards: What?
    Basil: I'll see if I can fix it, you scabby old bat.
    [He turns the radio on to the limit.]

    Sybil: What was the name of the horse?
    Polly: Er ... the name ... I've gone blank.
    [she stares at Basil, making bizarre attempts at charades] Bird Brain.
    Sybil: Bird Brain?
    Polly: No, no, that came in third. ... Fishwife.
    Sybil: What?
    Polly: Small...fly. Flying ... Flying Tart ... no, no... It got off to a flying start, and its name was ... Dragonfly.
    Sybil: Thank you, Polly.

    :wave:

  • Something has happened to my browser

    I was on my way to bed an hour ago , and then V. came on line and we chatted for an hour. V. lives in Atlanta - so she had just come home and kicked off her shoes when I was about to log off. Never leave yahoo messenger open if you REALLY intend to log off ....

    Somthing has happened to my browser . I don't think I have one any more :( I have google and yahoo toolbars but the bit that shows the URL is not there any more :(

    you know this bit " http://www.blog.co.uk/admin/b2edit.php?blog=47377 "

    What have I done ? Where has it gone ?

  • Path of Empowerment

    http://www.pleiadians.com/i/path_sm.jpg

    I read Barbara Marciniak's "Bringers of the Dawn" when it first came out years ago and re- read it last year when I read it in a completely different light.

    I've been reading excerpts from "the Path of Empowerment " and have ordered the book .

    From Chapter 1, "Multidimensional Reality and the Design of Existence," Page 5
    Understanding the power of beliefs and the power of the mind, both individually and en masse, is the most pressing and crucial issue for humankind to grasp. Recognizing these two important keys of knowledge can open human consciousness to a new worldview of unlimited possibilities and highly creative solutions. Beliefs are essentially agreements about reality, and both personal and collective beliefs form the structure and the parameters of your life experience in any era. Beliefs, thoughts, and feelings leave a distinct formative imprint on the field of vital energy that envelops your world. You are creating all of the time and humankind is rapidly awakening to this astounding realization.


    From Chapter 1, "Multidimensional Reality and the Design of Existence," Page 20
    When you change your attitude, you change your personal and collective life. People all over the world are realizing the need to refocus the direction of global attention toward one of honesty and integrity, where valuing peace and respectfully honoring and caring for Earth and all her creatures are of primary intent. As the vibration of the mass consciousness expands and matures, greater momentum and focus will be gained. The Earth feels these changes. An elevated state of awareness in the collective consciousness of humankind triggers the Earth to unlock and release more of the complete story of time stored within her being


    From Chapter 4, "The Intimate Dance of Beliefs and Emotions," Pages 92-93

    Humankind is being tested to become much more consciously aware of how to use the power of thought. You are born with a multitude of abilities, yet your cultivated beliefs insist you are powerless; therefore, these abilities are blocked out or eradicated from neural pathways at an early age. The key to solving the great planetary crisis you face lies in the compassionate recognition that humanity has essentially developed a collective fear of the power to create. These times call for you to know your mind and your beliefs and to become an extraordinary creator of your reality.


    From Chapter 4, "The Intimate Dance of Beliefs and Emotions," Page 123

    There are always a multitude of favorable probabilities from which to choose. Please be aware of this potential and do not busy yourself with worries. Worry is a supreme waste of energy in any situation. It creates a disturbing vibration in your field and drains you of energy. And how do you avoid worry? You must deal with your beliefs concerning what you choose to worry about. Release your need to be in charge or in control of everything. Replace your worry with a statement that affirms your choice of safety, comfort, and peace of mind. Learn more about yourself by paying attention to how you manage energy. Be aware of what no longer works by recognizing how your inner ruminations become the movie of life that you meet in the outside world.

    From Chapter 5, "Healing on the Lines of Time," Page 142

    Great significance underlies every illness, large or small, because your body is a biofeedback system for your attitudes. Managing energy involves managing your relationship with your emotional self. Examining your emotions is the bottom line for understanding the purpose of a particular health-related situation. Poor health does not just land in your lap. You are ultimately responsible for setting the stage of your body's inner terrain based on the choices you make, and you actually restrict your body's natural healing processes when you readily accept only conventional medical labels and categories for your condition. You deny the purpose and power of your body's intelligence when you believe that you "just caught something out of the blue," rather than realizing and accepting that your body is merely responding to your inner feelings and commands.

  • And the day came


    http://www.indiatravelogue.com/images1/flora/rose.jpg

    And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.
    -- Anais Nin

  • Today has whizzed by

    I'm only just logging on to Blogland !
    Been attacking my to do list ..tick tick tick.

    VICTORY over battle with telephone company.
    Received a bill a few weeks ago referring to an elleged phone call I'd made on Christmas Eve , 2006.. that's 5 months later.
    Emails have been going backwards and forewards till today when i received a reminder to pay PLUS a penalty fee !
    The nerve.
    Contacted Consumer Advice Bureau and let telephone company know with this message

    "I am still waiting for a reply to my questions below and in the meantime I have received a reminder " betaningspåminnelse " from Pay Ex which is now xxx kronor including the reminder fee.

    This is OUTRAGEOUS and totally unacceptable.
    I demand that you send me answers immediately .
    I demand to know HOW exactly I became your customer with Kundnummer xxxx "

    To which I received this reply from phone company

    "I have cancelled the payment and stroked you from our customer list."

    Best regards // XXXXXXX

    Ask and it is given . Thank you Angels. Thank you Universe.

    :) :wave:

  • Siberian bird

    "Sending you some pictures i took yesterday.
    This bird can't fly.
    It was wounded.
    Now it lives in a recreation department not far from Novosibirsk.
    We had some rest there yesterday and i was lucky that this wonderful bird was patient enough to let me take some pictures.

    have a look!

    such eyes...

    hugs

    Lara "

    My friend Lara lives in Novosobirsk and sends me the most bneautiful pictures.

    7232

  • Speaking of Angels

    http://www.consciousone.com/c1Cards/images/Lcard_378.jpg

    I consulted the angels ( see link below ) and this what they said when I asked for a message for us all in Blogaland :)

    http://www.consciousone.com/c1Cards/images/Lcard_334.jpg

    http://www.consciousone.com/c1Cards/images/Lcard_332.jpg

    Key words : Ideas & Inspiration

    Ideas & Inspiration ..Trust ....Healing

    Pay attention to new thoughts and ideas that come to you. They are seeds of magnificent co-creations with God.

    God speaks to you through your thoughts and the angels want you to notice and follow the ideas you have recently received. These thoughts are answers to your prayers for guidance, so please don't discount them as mere imagination.

    the angels seek to give you confidence that you are just as capable of receiving wonderful ideas as any other child of God. That is because all wonderful ideas originate from the one Divine mind of God. Since God is omnipresent, meaning everywhere, God is within you. So, God's mind continuously expresses new thoughts and ideas right inside your mind!

    Believe in yourself, and have faith that God and the angels are with you. Ask them to help you to lose the fears that block you from enjoying full faith.

    Your angels know that you've been disappointed in the past. These experiences may have eroded your faith in yourself, other people, or even God. However, the angels remind you of the importance of holding on to your faith.

    the angels emphasize the value of self-trust. They know that you, like everyone, have made mistakes in the past. However, these mistakes have not eroded your true nature. You still have omnipresent God within you, and God is infallible. The angels ask you to trust in God and to trust in them. They will help you trust yourself.

    A situation that has caused you concern is on the mend. You are a natural healer, and your healing thoughts have manifested into form.

    Sometimes a situation cannot heal until you release the challenge completely-so that healing light can enter it. Your worries will soon be over, because this card signifies that a healing has occurred. To realize this healing, however, you must first stop focusing on "what is wrong" and instead affirm: "Everything is in Divine and perfect order right now."

    You have natural healing abilities, and this card asks you to have faith that God works through you as an Earth healing angel. Hold thoughts of love around any situation that seems to need healing. Visualize the situation as healed right now. Then, give thanks to God for this healing, and completely release everything to the angels. The powerful effects of your healing work touch many lives

    http://www.consciousone.com/c1Cards/

  • After being shrunk

    It's wonderful how things fall into place when you talk about them.
    Today's session with H.the shrink went well :)

    He says I am following my inner guidance and says that I won't need him much longer .. but I think he's wrong there. ;)Everyone needs a H.the shrink.

    MrH says that " peeing" is also to do with marking out your territory.
    Not being able to pee and wanting to pee is a conflict of will; part of me wants to move forward and a part of me is not able to.

    It's also to do with emotions and feelings; repressed anger ( he concurs ) and other unexpressed emotions. What are you wanting to say and not saying ? for fear of what ?

    I must learn to be clear about boundaries- what they are and where I want them to be.

    MrH the shrink says that my meeting with the creepy man a couple of weeks ago could be interpreted as a dream. In the dream , creepy man is a part of me that wants to make itself known to me; a part of me that is attracted to me " light" . This creepy part of me is confused .. maybe my shadow .. it is daring to approach me now. FASCINATING eh ? !!!

    I know that innerworlds and outer worlds are related. During the healing that MRH gave me I felt so very relaxed- sighed a few times and felt that I was able think more clearly.

    " Blogland " appeared as well as one area and a Yahoogroup that I belong to as another.

    In blogland I feel free and happy and more and more daring.... I feel I am getting bolder and more trusting ...expressing myself more

    In the Yahoo group , which is an open group that I set it up fora few of us to meet and exchange stories and sharings. It feels cosy, like our sittingroom, yet everyone knows that the door of our sitting room is not locked and that anyone can come in.

    There was recently a visitor and this annoyed at least two members because the stranger didn't seem to be on our wavelength and did not know how to behave. Well how could he ? There were no rules. We welcomed him and also told him off when he stepped out line , so he left. I felt sad. I tend to feel sad when people leave.Lack of defined boundaries. *sighs*

    I so wish for things to work themselves out without too many rules.That's the problem with being an idealist. Still .. this situation was settled amicably. No hard feelings.

    But what am I saying then ? Yes ... these two groups are different. My experience of bloglands is free and easy going with few turbulances and no pointing of fingers.

    The other group is a sacred place of love and well-being but also more conventional , I think conventional is an appropriate word. More serious. Not that much laughter,Very little silliness . I miss that a little.

    Still, right now I have the best of both worlds.
    Thank friends and strangers in Blogland - so far so good. I like being here with you all,
    :)
    :wave:

  • Happy Birthday Hans

    It was Hans' birthay yesterday and I texted him today with apologies for being a day late. Shit happens,
    Hans is funny and as mad as a hatter :DD ( I say that in a caring way )
    He makes me laugh till my sides ache .

    Hans used to be my student - I taught him Engish when we were both working at the bank.
    Then Hans started his own company and employed me.
    Later he became my landlord.
    His youngest daughter gave birth to baby number two yesterday- a fine birthday present; his 5th grandchild.
    He's invited me to lunch next week, which I am really looking forward to - it's been over a year , I think.
    I want to get him something for his birthday but I don't know wha. Any ideas ?

  • Healing affirmation and healing mandala

    http://www.asia.si.edu/exhibitions/online/mandala/images/completedmandala.225.jpg

    According to Buddhist scripture, sand mandalas transmit positive energies to the environment and to the people who view them. While constructing a mandala, Buddhist monks chant and meditate to invoke the divine energies of the deities residing within the mandala. The monks then ask for the deities' healing blessings. A mandala's healing power extends to the whole world even before it is swept up and dispersed into flowing water—a further expression of sharing the mandala's blessings with all.

    I release the pattern in myself that created this condition.
    I am willing to change.
    I love and approve of myself.

  • I'm feeling really cross now

    I've just read a friend's post
    She's feeling really poorly by the sounds of it and doing F---all about it !

    I am really cross with her.:##:**::no:>:-(:lalala:
    SHe won't be told !

    when the body speaks surely it is our job to listen ???!!
    Especially when the cries are desperate ???

    Am I like this ?
    If ever I am dear friends, please remind me .
    Thanks

  • Good moaning ;) ( and women's stuff )

    Good moaning says mira in a funny accent .. have yu git a lisens för ze minki ?

    Had to pop in and touch base, but am in a rush to go out.
    I'm off to see H the shrink.. maybe I'll work on my repressed anger .. so watch out when I return !

    Reading Reading Dr Northrup last night " Women's Body's women's wisdom " ( AMAZING BIBLE FOR WOMEN !!!! btw ) on cystitis and bladder infections
    She recommends
    cranberry juice ,
    avoid coffee,
    take a probiotic eg acidophilus
    yoghurt tampons dip tampon in plain organic yoghurt and change three to four hours to replenish vaginal flora
    The herb uva ursi contains arbutin which is a natural antibiotic

    AND ..... AFFIRMATIONS

    I release the pattern in myself that created this condition.
    I am willing to change.
    I love and approve of myself.

    Brilliant !

    Now let's see what a male head shrinker says;) balance is important .

    Toodles everyone , hasta la vista ! :wave:

  • appropriate ? in appropriate? Right? wrong ? ( abe )

    Within your current society, there are many who gather the
    statistics of human experience. They spend lifetimes
    comparing experiences, and categorizing them as appropriate
    or inappropriate, right or wrong. They weigh the pros and
    the cons and the pluses and the minuses of topic after
    topic, but they seldom realize that their vibrational
    offerings are not serving them.

    They have no sense of their own power because they are
    flowing their Energy in opposing directions. Their lives
    have become more about labeling the behavior or experiences
    of those with whom they share their planet than about
    their own creating.

    And so, they find themselves in a very uncomfortable
    position as they come to believe that their happiness or
    Well]Being depends upon the behavior of others
    .

    They point to people, behaviors, or beliefs and call them
    inappropriate, saying no to them, without realizing that
    they are including into their experience the vibration of
    the very thing they do not want.

    And so, without the knowledge of how it is that those
    unwanted things are making their way into their experience,
    they become increasingly guarded and fearful.

    Freedom from the fear of unwanted experiences will never be
    achieved by trying to control the behavior or desires of
    others. Your freedom can only be allowed by adjusting your
    own vibrational point of attraction."

    ~Ask and It Is Given

  • It's Witsun today

    http://www.handmadeart.co.uk/shop/images/flowers3.jpg

    Whitsun (Pentecost) Pentecost is also known as Whitsunday and is a major festival in the Christian church. It is celebrated on the Sunday which falls on the 50th day after the Easter festival. that's where the " pente " bit comes in , meaning 5

    The name Pentecost comes from a Greek word which means 'fiftieth'.

    Pentecost celebrates the coming of the Holy Spirit in the form of flames to the followers of Jesus and Ten days after Ascension, 50 days after the resurrection, the Spirit came.

    Here in Sweden we get a day off for Ascension " Kristihimmelfärdsdag" which literally translated means " Christs flying to heaven day " :)

    NOW , Whitsuntide has given way to 6 June - which is now Swedish National Day and a public holiday. I wonder why they could not keep both days. A bit stingy, isn't it ?

    Did you know that Whit Sunday was originally known as 'White Sunday'.I was told that it was when people started wearing there new white clothes and would show them off in church on Whitsunday.

    I've just read that Sunday Pentecost of the Catholic Church is derived from the sacred festival of the ancient pagan goddess Flora.

    "In primitive central Italy, Flora was the goddess of budding springtime, of cereals, fruit trees, the vine and flowers . . . Her festivals, the Floralia, lasted from the twenty-eighth of April to the third of May and were rather licentious. ON 23rd MAY there was another festival in her honour. Flora, the heathen goddess of licentious behaviour and of springtime and flowers, fertility and whose rites included nude dancing and promiscuous behaviour. Sounds like fun to me .

    What if ,,,,,,what if now in the 21st century , we could combine and integrate the joys and pleasures of the senses with glorifying Spirit and the Life Force in all things without judgement or guilt or feeling sinful ? Now that would be something; the enjoyment and appreciation, and thankfulness for all the gifts of the Universe ?

  • my 2x 7 list and final tag by davidjohn

    My first 7 things:

    1 Í'm really into Reggae at the moment.
    2 I do Tarot readings
    3 I am a lovely loony,as in enchanted by the moon
    4 My real name is means " Goddess of life and death and protectress of children and cows"
    5 I'm passionate about all Sensual things, food ,sex, scents, colours, sounds, textures .
    6 I live in Stockholm Sweden but I am not Swedish.
    7 I despise dogma and am a bit of messy bohemian rebel.

    Second tag

    1. I 've been on board the Britannia .
    2. I've taught the Archbishop of Cameroon
    3. I sleep naked
    4. My favourite ring , which is also my full moon ring , is silver in the shape of a crown with a huge blue topaz.
    5. I've been hugged and blessed by Amaritanandamayi
    6. I seldom if ever wear white.
    7. I broke my leg while skiing in Austria and was operated on the next day in Switzerland

    That's enough , innit ???


    I hereby tag everyone in Blogland who has not been tagged to come forth and blog 7 radom facts about themselves.

    P.s. Hands up everyone who sleeps naked ! :)

  • Night night .

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8kYuJf75hus

    Sweet soul dreams good people :wave:

  • Tagged

    I've been tagged by enamelslide - here are 7 facts about me :)

    1 Í'm really into Reggae at the moment.
    2 I do Tarot readings
    3 I am a lovely loony,as in enchanted by the moon
    4 My real name is means " Goddess of life and death and protectress of children and cows"
    5 I'm passionate about all Sensual things, food ,sex,scents,colours, sounds, textures .
    6 I live in Stockholm Sweden but I am not Swedish.
    7 I despise dogma and am a bit of messy bohemian rebel.

    I hereby tag :

    Meno, Mrs F, Shipscook, Old Nick , Ozzzy , Sapphire, Miza

    (i dont care if youve been tagged already )

    Her are the rules

    “Each person tagged gives 7 random facts about themselves. Those tagged need to write in their blogs the 7 facts, as well as the rules of the game. You need to tag seven others and list their names on your blog. You have to leave those you plan on tagging a note in their comments so they know that they have been tagged and to read your blog.”

  • Abundance

    http://www.paintedjourneys.com/mandalaAbundance.jpg

    Not what we have but what we enjoy, constitutes
    our abundance.

    -- John Petit-Senn

  • You Are a Good Friend Because .... ( meme )

    You Are a Good Friend Because You're Accepting

    http://images.blogthings.com/whatmakesyouagoodfriendquiz/accepting.jpg

    No matter what a friend says or does, you try your best to understand it.
    And your friends feel like they can tell you anything. You don't judge.

    You know that friendship is a journey - with a lot of ups and downs.
    If you and a friend grow apart, you get over it quickly... and leave the potential for future friendship open.

    You tend to have many friends from many walks of life. Anyone you meet is could become a friend.
    In fact, you are especially interested in people who are a little different than you. Seeing life from another perspective is something you cherish.

    Your friends need you most when: They can't turn to anyone else with their secrets

    You really can't be friends with: Dogmatic, stubborn people

    Your friendship quote: "Love is blind, but friendship closes its eyes."  ( hmmmmm I wonder if it closes eyes )

    http://www.blogthings.com/whatmakesyouagoodfriendquiz/

  • Renée Fleming Vier letzte Lieder

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mEoxkKv3R6k

    This is soooooooo BEAUTIFUL

    In the film , family and friends gather by the river after they have buried 17 year old Emanuel who was bitten by a poisonous snake while trying to milk it for serum that is later used as an antidote to snake bites.

    One by one a few snakes are released in the river and swim away amid the flowers that are also scattered and flow downstream .

    *sighs*

    beautiful ... and all this to Vier letzte Lieder .

  • It all started earlier today

    It all started this morning earlier today .
    I woke up at 1:14 pm .. which must be something of a record
    I am shocked
    But why ?
    Ended up talking to smileman till 3am this morning about this and that until we were both dropping off to sleep.

    Caught the end of the film " I dreamed of Africa " .
    The scene .. a family .. a few people gathered around in a room. I see a 4 poster bed drped with white linen. A 17 year old youth takes a rubber band from a basket full of rubber bands byt the bed. His mother says .. " are you going out to ...." I don't catch the rest. Youth leaves and next we see him securng gauze around a jam jar with the rubber band . Then he picks up a snake .. I see what he is about to do .. he is going to milk the snake forcing it's jaws open so that it will bite into the gauze to collect the poison which is later used to make serum.

    Well of course tragedy strikes, the snake bites boy , the jar shatters on the ground , the snake wriggles away and the boy collapses as the poison takes effect. He dies, his last words " I'm dying mum " ....I'm already choked up crying my eyes out and then at the funeral , while they bury him, someone switches on the radio and we hear " The rivers of babylon "

    A waterfall of tears , and at the same time , I am so moved by this music .

  • Reggae strikes

    Happened to see the end of the film " I dreamed of Africa " "By the rivers of Babylon" by The Melodians , which I failed to find but found 2 versions by Boney M.
    http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=8648882165089452697&q=Rivers+of+Babylon%2C&pr=goog-sl&hl=en

    very moving

    and this one , a bit more dolled up

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2orcc2DOroI

    Reggae is striking a chord in me. I'm finding reggae wherever I go these days. the Reggae message resonates and brings tears to my eyes touching something deep inside. Jamaica, lifestyle, going with the flow , love and ease, uncomplicated , ( i hear the accent ) respect ," respect mon, " daring to follow my bliss whereve it might lead.

    Saw a Babylon 5 recording of this too that made me smile ;)

    I'm following my bliss into divine decadence ,
    The critic's voice is but a whisoer
    I have surrendered :):wave:

  • Off we trotted to Guru's

    Well meeting went well.
    Then I met A.S at Molly Malone's but it was not very nice there. The chef apparently was ill so staff were stressed and rushed off their feet and rude.
    http://www.lpf.com/adventure/india/images/ganesha.jpg

    So off we trotted to Guru's, Indian , much nicer ! Sat outside ate and drank and people watched wrapped up in blankets that they provide . I got to sit next to a huge golden Ganesh , which was actually inside but was outside when they opened the French widows.

    Tasty prawn masala , popadums and nan and bits and pieces .. my tummy is full.

    Walked to Fridhemsplan afterwards and then train home *yawns*:yawn:

  • That's it .. I'm off out

    drags herself away from Blogland
    it has to be done
    meeting in town
    and I'm late
    :wave:
    smell ya later people .. happy blogging

    XXXXXX's

  • My friend's carwash place

    carwash

    My friend sent me a this pic of her carwash place.She told me she kept taking the car back as they'd missed a spot.

    *sighs* sometimes I wish I had a car.Do you think they would wash bikes too ?

  • Funny the things that appear while waking up

    I've just logged on and already things are appearing .. like the mood ring. I'm playing around on this magic box otherwise known as the PC and www and I feel like a young child on Christmas day unwrapping a mountain of presents. It's glorious , it is, and helps when you are a bit of a looney and somewhat weird lol

    I have positive affirmations scattered all over the place - and I have noticed how they become self fulfilling prophesies :)

    The card that flipped over and overturned near my left hand says

    " HIGHEST OUTCOME

    I know that the highest outcome is already unfolding and will become clear to me when the time is right. In the meantime I welcome all positive and bright thoughts that help me align with soul to me in the right direction . "


    YEP .. I am beginning to be successful at brainwashing myself :) ro should I say de- programming myself . It's all good :wave: and it's FRIDAY to day tooooooooo :)

  • What's your mood today ?

    Your Mood Ring is Magenta

    http://images.blogthings.com/moodringgenerator/magenta.gif

    Weird
    Creative
    Insipired
    Thriving

    http://www.blogthings.com/moodringgenerator/

  • logging off now

    It's going to be an early night, cloudy ... can't see the moon . Think rain is on the way.

    Affirmation :
    My good now overtakes me in a surprising way.
    All things I seek are now seeking me .
    And so it is .

    Nightnight
    :wave: :zz:

  • Rubens

    http://www.1st-art-gallery.com/Painting/Large/Peter-Paul-Rubens-Rape-of-the-Daughters-of-Leucippus.jpg

    http://www.museum-kunst-palast.de/mediabig/75A.jpg

    http://www.artchive.com/artchive/r/rubens/rubens_medici.jpg

    and dear old Bacchus

    http://www.tcp.com.mt/arc_files/image016.jpg

  • Love what you do or do something else

    " When your vocation becomes your vacation,you'll never work another day in your life.

    No one can succeed in any endeavor that they don't like.

    If you don't love what you're doing, then don't do it.

    Your chances of success are directly proportional to the degree of pleasure you derive from what you do.

    Do something that you have a deep personal
    interest in.

    Do something you'd enjoy spending twelve to fifteen hours a day working at, and the rest of the time thinking about.

    Don't set compensation as your goal.
    Find work you like and the compensation will
    follow.

    Work is not your punishment.It's your reward, your strength and your pleasure.

    Real success is achieved when you like what you do.

    Work is love made visible."

    Sounds good in theory - I believe this could work in practice. I've actually managed it . What I need now is to come out of survival and into abundance :)

  • deliberately choose the path of lesser resistance ( Abe )

    "As you more deliberately choose the path of lesser resistance, as you
    do it in the easy times, it's easier to do in the hard times.

    As you do it in the easy times, the hard times come fewer and fewer.

    As you begin to deliberately choose, what begins to happen is, you
    begin to offer a vibration, and law of attraction only gives you
    those things that match your vibration.

    So that then it is only when you walk into those ambushes, like
    family reunions, or those things that where you're not going there
    because your bliss is calling you.

    In other words, if you would follow your bliss, you would run into
    very little resistance.

    But when you follow something other than your bliss...

    ... when you follow your commitment.. .

    ... or when you follow your promise that you made in a drunken stupor;

    ... when you follow anything other than the guidance that is coming
    forth within you in the moment, you may find yourself in a moment
    where there is resistance.

    And now, you will know exactly what to do about it; because there is
    no reason ever, no matter how great it may seem, that you can not
    choose a path of less resistance, and in doing so, your connection to
    who you are will return, and your problem, your issue, will
    dissipate. It will be replaced by the wellbeing, by the allowing of
    the wellbeing, that is natural to you.

    If you heard that, you know everything that you'll ever need to know
    about anything.

    There is nothing more to ever know, because everybody
    gets to choose differently, so there's no point in trying to sort out
    what's right or wrong. There's no point in trying to figure out who's
    truth is the truest."

    Abraham, Silver Springs, MD 10-19-02

    *mira adds: follow your bliss and get a kiss *

    :wave:

  • My list of things that piss me off

    This is part of getting to the bottom of my repressed anger issues :)

    Even the wording suggests 1st and 2nd Chakra issues

    Ok .. the list so far

    someone twisting my words
    misunderstanding someone or something
    being misunderstood
    manipulative behaviour
    judging
    destructive criticism
    disrespect
    nonchalance
    unsolicited advice
    over- analysing
    kill- oys; taking things too seriously
    fusspots
    intefering busybodies
    know-alls
    aptronising remarks
    spit on pavements or platforms
    injustice
    young girls and boys being circumcised against their will
    people being forced to do things they don't want to do
    Bush and Blair
    Governments still sending people out to fight wars while they themselves sit at home in comfort, far away from the horrors
    initiative being punsihed or stiffled because of red tape and beaurocracy
    ( some)men in suits
    ( some )women in suits
    those noisy smelly machines that are used to blow leaves away in the autumn
    that with all our resources there is still poverty and hunger in the world
    nuclear experiments
    the radiation of 3G phones
    microwave ovens
    people being forced to marry against their will
    torture

    well.. that's for now . As you can see , I have some issues ! :wave:
    Feel free to add yours !

  • Create space

    "All this talk and turmoil and noise and movement
    and desire is outside of the veil; within the
    veil is silence and calm and rest."

    -- Bayazid al-Bistami

    We need to create space if we desire to change
    and grow. Only in emptiness can meaning, intuitive
    guidance and truth arise.

    Give yourself space by spending time in nature,
    taking an hour or day off, enjoying quiet moments
    for reflection. Take time to smell the roses.
    Breathe in the wonder of life and its bounty. Open
    so your deeper awareness and imagination can
    percolate through mundane thoughts and activities. Let
    go of both resistance and force to allow yourself
    to connect more deeply to life.

    "I do only want to advise you to keep growing
    quietly and seriously throughout your whole
    development; you cannot disturb it more rudely than by
    looking outward and expecting from outside replies
    to questions that only your inmost feeling in
    your most hushed hour can perhaps answer."

    -- Rainer Maria Rilke

    "I am glad that so much movement happens in this
    stillness."

    from:   www.thedailyguru.com

    -- Richard Land

    *mira adds * Something always comes in to fill the space .

  • Squatter becomes millionaire landowner

    This caught my eye just now .. FANTASTIC .. bless this ex- homeless person and his benefactor :)
    X

    Squatter becomes millionaire landowner after lengthy legal battle
    AFP - 2 hours 8 minutes agoLONDON (AFP) - A homeless pensioner who has slept rough in one of London's most treasured beauty spots since 1986 was celebrating Thursday after the Land Registry granted him the deeds to his million-pound plot of land.

    Harry Hallowes, 71, secured ownership to a 800 square-metre plot in Hampstead Heath, after a two-year legal battle with developers who tried to evict the pensioner from the grounds of Athalone House.

    Dwyer Asset Management had tried unsuccessfully to evict Hallowes from his makeshift shack since March 2005 as it sought to redevelop the former nursing home into luxury flats.

    The fiesty pensioner dug his heels in and consulted lawyers who provided evidence which showed that he had been living unchallenged on the plot for 21 years, and this became the basis for his claim to the land.

    "Someone mentioned a million and someone else said two million, but I'm not impressed with figures. I just wanted a place to live," a very composed Hallowes said after hearing the news.

    Hallowes, who counts Monty Python star Terry Gilliam among his friends, laughed that he might now build himself a bigger residence.

    "Maybe I'll build myself a house -- everyone else around here seems to love building houses," he said.

  • Respect , mon !

    Ms Poseidon jut asked me " what is your definition of RESPECT ( being respected ) ?" and I had to admit that although RESPECT and BEING RESPECTED are very important to me , I do not have a definition.

    most of us demand / want / seek RESPECT - but what does RESPECT and BEING RESPECTED look like for YOU ?

    I'd love to know. Please feel free to share :)
    Thanks
    :wave:

  • Anger management

    Before I go any further today, I simply have to write about my repressed anger. It's there , I know it. It rarely shows itself because my censor is so damn good.

    Anger appears in my dreams and I am sure repressed anger has something to do with my bladder infection and being " pissed off " Ha ! ( oh I have to laugh .. see this is what I probably do ..laughter as a defence ?)

    In my dream this morning , cos I woke up around 7 and then went back to sleep , I dreamt I was so angry that I was beside myself- literally. It was like one of those demon scenes in " Charmed " I think I was about to zap someone into oblivion with my powers. Who ? wHat ? This was not clear in the dream. What I am aware of is that I am in this rage / power , well part of me is and the other part hears the gentle soothing wispers of kind people reassuring me that everything is fine and that part of me feels really calm , together and peaceful. There was also a tiger in the room that was lying next to a woman. We were considering getting rid of the tiger but then realised it might really be her bewitched brother, so eliminating the tiger would not be a good idea.

    Now the symbol of TIGER is interesting as I am a tiger according to cHINESE zodiac and my spirit animal is also a big cat- a puma.

    As I am writing this, I realise how split it sounds. We Geminis are the original schizophrenics apart from maybe Pisces and Libra ? Libra would be the sane ones who are all balanced , though having said that , I had a really nutty client who was also Libra. Hmmmm

    Back to the anger part. See how I avoid it ? Deflection .
    I think I'll make a list of things that make me angry. That seems like a useful thing to do. I am going to get to the bottom of this .. by hook or by crook ..arrrrrrghhhhhhh ;)

  • What's your power colour ?

    http://images.blogthings.com/whatsyourpowercolorquiz/red-orange.jpg

    At Your Highest:

    You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth.

    At Your Lowest:

    You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked.

    In Love:

    You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve.

    How You're Attractive:

    You are very affectionate and inspire trust.

    Your Eternal Question:

    "Am I Respected?"

    http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourpowercolorquiz/

  • The Cardinal

    http://www.stcolumbascollege.org/uploadfck/Image/9521_mal.jpg

    Now I know what The Cardinal looks like :)
    He IS a handsom chap

    Cardinal or red bird North American songbird of the Finch family. The Eastern Cardinal male is bright scarlet with black a throat and face; the female is brown with patches of red.

    Both sexes have crests and read bills. The Arizona, Krait tailed, Louisiana, and San Lucas Cardinals frequents the South United States and Mexico. The pyrrhuloxia of the Southwest United States, is called gray Cardinal or parrotbill .

    He looks a bit cold here

    http://www.animaltrial.com/Resources/cardinalbirdc.jpeg

    The Cardinals or Cardinalidae are a family of passerine birds found in North and South America.

    These are robust, seed-eating birds, with strong bills. They are typically associated with open woodland. The sexes usually have distinctive appearances; the family is named for the red plumage (like that of a Catholic cardinal's vestments) of males of the type species, the Northern Cardinal.

    The “buntings” in this family are sometimes generically known as “tropical buntings” (though not all live in the tropics) or “North American buntings” (though there are other buntings in North America) to distinguish them from the true buntings. Likewise the grosbeaks in this family are sometimes called “cardinal-grosbeaks” to distinguish them from other grosbeaks. The name “cardinal-grosbeak” can also apply to this family as a whole.

    Cardinals mate in early spring. Their nests are loosely woven in tall bushes such as honeysuckle and rose. Their diet includes seeds and small berries.

  • Help feed the hungry . Click daily , it's free.

    The hunger site  http://www.thehungersite.com 
     
    the hunger site

    Click daily , it's free  thank you

    P.S.There is a place on the site where you can asked to be sent a daily reminder and if you are feeling in a REALLY clicky mood there are bittons for breast cancer, animals and children .......

    The shop is full of goodies too   

  • Getting stoned


    http://tbn0.google.com/images?q=tbn:qsAntOHErmzB3M:http://motzkin.home.comcast.net/digital_images_files/stonesbranches/images/stones_reflection.jpg http://www.massageking.com/images/1555/800/50%20Massage%20Stones.jpg

    http://www.irtc.org/ftp/pub/stills/2005-08-31/stones.jpg

    We can throw stones, complain about them, stumble on them, climb over them, or build with them.

    William Arthur Ward

  • a happy moment

    http://rising-dragon.co.uk/catalog/images/DoubleHappinessCalligraphic.jpg

    ( symbol for double happiness - I don't know what language )

    I'm having a happy moment
    Right now
    here and now
    so I thouught i'd share it with you

    So often we notice when things go askew
    that we forget to appreciate the happy moments
    :)

    I love it when I have happy moments, don't you ?
    lol

    http://seis.bris.ac.uk/~rs1909/photo/happiness.jpg

  • Change of plans

    Change.. being flexible ...rolling wit the punches

    I was looking forward to the lunchtime lecture at Rosendal , bio-dynamic gardens, cafe, and nurseries

    http://www.rosendalstradgard.se/repository.php?name=Program-Krans(305x220).jpg

    http://www.rosendalstradgard.se/section.php?id=0000000045

    but it was cancelled yesterday partly due to the weather and partly because only a few people had said they were coming. :( It's lovely there when the weather is good as you can picnick in their lovely orchard, Fairies and nature beings are never very far off m especially mid week when there are not as many people around ;)

    I was going together with a collegue and friend , LS . who called me to tell me that it was cancelled but that we could meet anyway. We agreed to call each other this morning to see how we were feeling.

    Well. after chatting for a while, LS said that she really needed to have a cosy stay at home. Rats , I thought, I was counting on this to get me out and about as I've been a bit of a hermit lately only venturing out when absolutely necessary so I shared this with her.

    " well have you considered that this is also something you could do for yourself by having a cosy time at home ? " she replied.

    Hmm thinks I, she has a point. Gosh she's so good at knowing what she wants.:)

    If I've mentally made plans to meet , or even tentative plans , in my mind this appointment becomes " solid " and " fixed". I've noticed this , I've also noticed that I get disappointed with the change in plans , which is ridiculous as it is often a change for the better , Duhhhhh :roll:

    So , go will the flow mira, be flexible !

    :wave:

  • A vision of peace

    http://www.meltonrossnewbarnetby.co.uk/images/cinnabar_caterpillar.jpg

    This vision is about peacemakers role in the current phase of humanity's transformation into a culture of universal peace, and Spirit used the metaphor of a caterpillar' s transformation into a butterfly.

    When a caterpillar first begins this transformation, an entirely new kind of cell begins to appear inside the caterpillar that scientists call Imaginal cells. These cells contain the imagining or blueprint of a whole new being. At first as these cells appear, they are attacked and resisted by the caterpillar, but gradually as more of these appear, they grow stronger and begin to cluster together to form the first organs of the new creature.

    Eventually clusters of cells will form extensions of connective tissue that bridge these small groups of cells into a larger form. The old form literally dies, as a new being is born from within the old. This is what is happening to humanity.

    Every person who carries universal peace in their hearts represents an Imaginal cell. In every nation there are groups of these cells that have begun to cluster together in specific regions to form an organ of peace, and gradually these groups are weaving a web of peace throughout the land.

    Let there be a full manifestation of global peace consciousness

    This vision comes with much Love and Many Blessings,from a peacemaker, Michael, www.choosepeacenow. net

  • Beyond the beauty of external forms ( Tolle )

    " Beyond the beauty of external forms there is more here : something that cannot be named, something ineffable , some deep, inner holy essence. Whenever and wherever there is beauty , this inner essence shines through somehow. It only reveals itself to you when you are present.Could it be that this nameless essence and your presence are one and the same ?

    Would it be there without your presence ? Go deeply into it. Find out for yourself. "

    -- Eckhart Tolle

    night night :wave:

  • technique for positive creation ( Abe )

    As you are moving through your day, participating in the wide variety
    of activities which make up your physical experience-- BE SENSITIVE
    TO THE WAY YOU ARE FEELING.

    As long as you are feeling positive emotion, know that you are creating toward those things that you are wanting. But if you feel negative emotion--fear, doubt, anxiety, stress,anger, guilt, loneliness, jealousy..stop, immediately, in the moment that
    you recognize that you are feeling the emotion, and ask yourself what thought or word or action brought forth that emotion.

    And if you will respond in the moment that you you are feeling the emotion, you will
    very quickly be able to identify what thought, word or action has brought it forth--for as you recall it, the negative emotion will be intensified.

    As soon as you identify what thought, word, or action has brought forth
    your negative emotion, ask yourself, "What is it that I want?"

    ~from Abraham Hicks daily calendar

  • My favourite Zen story

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    Everything in life holds both a blessing and a
    curse. We deny this when we label the events of our
    lives as either good or bad. The following old
    Zen story illustrates this lesson most effectively.

    A farmer had a horse but one day, the horse ran
    away and so the farmer and his son had to plow
    their fields themselves. Their neighbours said, "Oh,
    what bad luck that your horse ran away!" But the
    farmer replied, "Bad luck, good luck, who knows?"

    The next week, the horse returned to the farm,
    bringing a herd of wild horses with him. "What
    wonderful luck!" cried the neighbours, but the farmer
    responded, "Good luck, bad luck, who knows?"

    Then, the farmer's son was thrown as he tried to
    ride one of the wild horses, and he broke his
    leg. "Ah, such bad luck," sympathized the neighbours.
    Once again, the farmer responded, "Bad luck, good
    luck, who knows?"

    A short time later, the ruler of the country
    recruited all young men to join his army for battle.
    The son, with his broken leg, was left at home.
    "What good luck that your son was not forced into
    battle!" celebrated the neighbours. And the farmer
    remarked, "Good luck, bad luck, who knows?"

    "Do not judge, and you will never be mistaken."

    -- Jean Jacques Rousseau

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  • Autobiography

    "Your past is your story up to now.
    The future is the story yet to come. T
    he present is where you live with that experience, your hopes and your dreams."

    The last time I wrote my autobipgraphy was nearlt 10 years ago and there has been a lot of water under the proverbial bridge since then.

    Time to write again or add to the existing one, which is in a loose leaf file and can easily be added to. Smart.

    It is interesting reading what I wrote then, how I wrote and what I chose to focus on.

    I wrote this biography for a course and we were given some guidelines but basically we had a free say.

    Where am you coming from ?
    Where are you now ?
    Where are you I going ?

    I must have a look for the papers we were given and the guidlines notes.

    :wave:

  • The first man in my life

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    Granddad

    A wise, gentle, caring man who taught me about unconditional love, spirit and the magic and miracles in life.

    Granddad looked after the three of us and his wife, who was bed ridden after a stroke. I watched him bathe and feed and care for his wife with a tenderness and love that brings tears to my eyes when I think about it.

    I never heard him speak a harsh word. Wise, kind and generous to a fault.

    Apparently he had healing hands. I'm told the women would come from neighbouring farms for him to place his hands on their knees to relieve aches and pains. This is something that embarassed both him and grandma, I'm told.

    Bless his great heart and generosity of spirit. I am so fortunate and blessed to have known him.

    ( This is a photo of a one of the few photos that I have of him I don't have a scanner , but my little cybershot does the job nicely )

  • The question I took to bed with me last night

    The question I took to bed with me last night
    A friend asked me last night " what is your ideal man ?"

    Good question . I said I'd sleep on it .

    My ideal man is a composite of the men I know and love.

    That is the quick answer.

    Lover and best friend in one

    Passionate , sensual, sensitive, strong, sexual , spiritual ,

    A man who brings out the best in me.

    He is a good comunicator

    He is good at telling stories. He tells the best stories. He makes me laugh.

    He is international, global , universal.. a citizen of the Universe; mixed race; a melting pot

    A free spirit; an eagle, panther, wolf , bear ,

    He desires me. ( I love to be desired !!! )

    He has a velvety voice that makes my whole being tingle.

    He is wise , pasionate ,open, adventurous , curious , creative, stubborn, persistant, infuriating sometimes, tolerant, non- judgemental, generous, loyal, supportive, loving , lovable ,

    He smells nice

    He feels nice

    His touch is electric

    He has a sensuous mouth and hands

    He is like the warm salty mediterranean sea ; I can float in him naked on my back while baring my face to the hot rays of the sun ; he carries and supports me ; I swim easily and effortlessly in him most of the time and surfing the waves and turbulance is also fun.

    He is uncomplicated. He simply IS . He is very much in the NOW and is non- judgemental.

    He comes and goes.( no pun intended lol )

    Together we are like the pillars of the temple. We stand together and yet apart so that the winds of heaven can dance between us. We grow not in each other's shadow and like the strings of a musical instrument we quiver together to create sweet soul music.

    Thanks for asking dear Meno :wave:

  • Dreams

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    "Humanity dreams the same dream at once, and you have your mass world. The whole construction is like an educational play in which you are the producers as well as the actors. There is a play within a play within a play. There is no end to the "within" of things. The dreamer dreams, and the dreamer within the dream dreams. But the dreams are not meaningless, and the actions within them are significant. The whole self is the observer and the participator in the roles. "
    --Seth.
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  • On my way to bed

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    (Christ in the Sepulchre, guarded by Angels William Blake (1757-1827)

    Great Britain Pen and ink and watercolour on paper.
    about. 1805 42.2 x 31.4 cm

    Blake has here combined subjects from the Old and New Testaments. The description in Exodus of the Tabernacle; 'the cherubims shall stretch forth their wings on high

  • Lunch was yummy

    Amazing what you can do with wholewheat spaghetti , onions, garlic and carrots :)

    Method
    Chuck pasta in boiling water with bit o salt
    Chop onion , garlic, grated carrot and gently fry in little olive oil until soft and carrots are starting to turn a little brown.

    By this time , past is ready,
    Strain and chuck into pan together to join carrots onion and garlic.
    Sprinkle with soya sauce and add a drizzle of virgin olive oil and knob of butter. Mix it all up and allow to stand for a while to absorb all goodness.

    Consume

    Dessert a couple of squares of 86%proof dark chocolate.
    Wicked

    :wave:

  • Is there a garden gnome day ?

    http://www.outdoordecor.com/images/catpics/335.jpgI was a Big Ears and Noddy fan and loved Snow White and the Seven Dwarves- They could have been gnomes , couldn't they ? I want a graden gnome for my balcony.

    http://funideas.com/images/products/gaggifts/mooninggnome.jpg
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    http://www.imagesaustralia.com/garden.jpg

    From the WIKI

    " The travelling gnome prank is a popular method of returning a garden gnome "to the wild". It involves stealing a gnome, taking it on a trip around the world (usually passing it from person to person), and photographing it at famous landmarks, with the photos being returned to the owner. Sometimes the gnome returns with a wife and children.

    The tradition was first recorded in Australia in the 1980s. Although not definitive, the following blurb appeared in the Regular Shorts feature of the Sydney Morning Herald of September 24, 1986: 'AN EASTERN suburbs gnome-owner was distressed when she discovered her gnome had been stolen at the weekend. A note was found in its place: "Dear mum, couldn't stand the solitude any longer. Gone off to see the world. Don't be worried, I'll be back soon. Love Bilbo xxx."'

    It was popularised by several films, including the 2001 movie Amélie "

  • ooooooh I've also got mail

    blush .. Sapph and I have been taking about dating sites . I have a profile on a site in the U.K. ( perhaps I should let you have a butchers at it so that you can give me a few tips ;) wink wink )

    So why am I on a U.K site when I'm living here in Sweden ? Good question. Perhaps it's safer ? No ... thing is that the Vikings I have met here might as well be Baltic Herrings AND I do like to speak Ebglish in my relationships not Swenglish. I love living here in Stockholm, but the men here - the ones I have met at least , can't speak for them all- are wimps.

    What a paradox I am. I love the Latino Antonio Banderas types , but even though there are quite a few of them here .. I mean as far as looks go ... but they seem to lose their original UMPH when they start speaking Swenglish or Swedish . It is a HUGE challenge for me .

    Ah well .. now that I've shared and got that off my chest .. back to the mail

    This chappy paints portraits, likes rachmaninoff and chopin,"I urge you to listen to Rachmaninoff's Second Piano Concerto. It has sensitivity, drama, passion and all the other human emotions."

    I say ...... ;)

  • Affirmations for attracting money

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    http://www.usmint.gov/kids/coinNews/images/bankNotesCoins.gif

    I'm temporarily short of cash so I've got out my copy of " creating money " by Orin and DaBen and my affirmation notes. The work of reprogramming my subconscious has begun :) Mental spring clean , as it were:)

    I remember a quite from the Maharishi . WHen he was asked " where is the money going to come from ? " he replied " From wherever it is at the moment" hehehe such a bright spark that chap :) Profound too. I like it .

    We attract things to us based on what we believe.Our thoughts create our reality. If we believe that money is evil or scarce or " doesn't grow on trees " then we'll never have much.

    Affirmations that are emotionally charged are the ones most likely to work. So when you are emotionally connected to your desire for material things, you can use the power of affirmations to see how quickly your need is manifested!

    "I always have an abundance of money to meet all my needs." ( Good one )

    Method :

    Repeat the affirmation several times, then stop affirming.
    Be silent while knowing, visualizing, and feeling how it is to already have the amount of money you desire.
    Feel as though it has already happened, and that all your needs are more than satisfied.
    While in this state, hold yourself open to all the ways and means by which you will have money flow into your life to meet your every need.
    Affirmations are written in the present tense - as if it is already happening.

    Choose the affirmations that feel appropriate to you --those that resonate with you, or strike an emotional chord.

    It is important that the words feel comfortable to you and are in line with who you are. Feel free to create one for your specific need by substituting other words that have special meaning to you:

    Affirmations of Abundant Supply:

    * I am now open to receive.
    * Life is easy, I have an abundance of whatever I need.
    * I now have surplus, all my needs are being met.( out of survival and into abundance)
    * I have unlimited abundance.
    * I now give and receive freely.
    * This is a rich universe and there is plenty for all of us.
    * I now live in a rich and loving universe.( great ! )
    * Money comes to me easily and effortlessly. ( do like this one :) )

    * I am always supplied with whatever I need.( so true )
    * I move forward with an expectancy of my greatest good.
    * I look for and receive a bountiful supply.
    * My greatest good is coming to me NOW.( YES YES YES !! )

    Other notes:


    Maintaining
    the emotional charge of an affirmationis a challenge because although the power of thought is amazingly strong, it remains strong for a short period of time. Its quality changes and tends to diminish with each repetition. With each repetition, you tend to lose the mental picture of what the words mean, and they start to have less meaning.Affirmations that are meaningless fail to reach deep enough to touch the limitless powers of your subconscious mind.Also , old beliefs can be tough nuts to crack.

    Draw , paint, sing , express affirmations in many creative ways.

    THOUGHT .......FEELING / EMOTION .........ACTION

    Have I forgotten anything ?

    :wave:

  • Good morning all

    I got an email today from the girl at the crystal shop in PowersCourt shopping centre, Dublin. I took a picture of her standing on the power spot in her shop which , I was told was a ley-line running through the whole building.

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    She's trying to get onto a course in Crystal Healing and Natural Medicines and apparently there is one at The University of Light in Scotland, http://www.planetsparkle.com/

    It's interesting how the increase in alternative medicine and healing is increasing. Ancient wisdom and knowledge being revisited. Re- membered.I think this is a positive sign.Energy Medicine.

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  • Something's got to give

    A nice close to a Sunday evening . Instead of my usual " Six feet under" great being entertained by Jack Nicholson , Keno Reeves and Diane Keaton " Something's got to give ". Chic flic ... was tres bon or is it bien ?

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    http://thecia.com.au/reviews/s/images/something-s-gotta-give-5.jpg

    Amazing how people meet .. heart attacks .. heartbreak .... and it's all made possible in a Hampton's beachouse setting. There's nothing like a beach house for a love affair is there ? Lovely kitchen too and well stocked fridge I noticed.I would quite like a thirty somthing doctor as opposed to an " age- appropriate" ( hwat a ghastly tern .. cringe cringe ) Jack Nicholson who is a little too wicked and evil apart from at the end of " As good as it gets " where he was INFURIATING .

    Anyway .I saw the cresent moon and venus again around 11pm through the ktchen window and the moon was much further to the left tonight. Venus was on the right. I'll never be able to figure out its moves ! *sighs*

    On a more mundane level the nail on my stubbed toe has come off - and I can't get into msn messenger !
    Rats !

  • Anyone else Gemini ?

    Today's Outlook for
    Sunday 20 May , 2007

    Although the Moon is in careful Cancer, we will likely have very little patience today as the desire for expression drives us over the edge. ( cor blimey , I'm feeling thjis already !!! )

    .....Communication-oriented Mercury dynamically squares unpredictable Uranus,( kinky ;) adding an irrepressible spontaneity to the day. And, as if this isn't enough, Mercury also opposes pompous Jupiter, pumping up our confidence. Change can be healthy, but some self-restraint may help prevent unexpected consequences." ( ...awwwwww.. restraint ..restraint .. is so boring lol )

  • Good morning

    Something that Sapphire said yesterday presented itself for contemplation and reflection in my morning meditation.

    I don't remember the exact words but it was " IRL - In real life " versus " online " and what is the difference.

    My mind starts to spin off at a tangent. And I think back to pen pal days. Now that was considered real. Letters going backwards and forwards often for years without people ever meeting. The exchanges were real.

    I could go deeper and ask " what is real and what isn't ? "
    WHat is real and what is an illusion.
    What is fantasy?

    Some people say if it is concrete, and you can touch it and see it , then it is real. But then I heard that a table and a stone are not solid , but they
    are in fact atoms and molecules with spaces inbetween . Spaces . And spaces mean that the thing cannot be solid.

    When you think about something intensely and in glorious technicolour if FEELS real. In your mind you can transport yourself backwards in time to scenarious and events that happened and re- live them and they certainly feel real and real enough evoke symptoms in your body such as tears of joy or tears of pain, cramping or great feelings of elation as chemicals are released by your brain into the body. Amazing.

    For me cyber meetings are often as real and sometimes more real than " real life" meetings. Connections are made, connections that I call Soul connections which sometimes also lead to soul meetings. I have met my cyber onl ine friends in real life and they tend to turn out exactly as they have appeared on line.

    I marvel at our ability to connect through the world wide web thanks to the internet. The internet does seem to be the manmade( human made ) equivalent to the collective unconscious, The World Soul.

    I am so grateful for our inter- connectedness and our intra- connectedness. This on line experience has brought me closer to the experience of ONE NESS for which I am so grateful . Awesome. Totally Awesome. How about you ?

    :wave:

  • Compassion

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    "What I want in my life is compassion, a flow
    between myself and others based on a mutual giving
    from the heart."

    -- Marshall B. Rosenberg

    Dr. Marshall B. Rosenberg is founder and director of educational services for The Centre for Nonviolent Communication, an international, non-profit organization.

    "The whole idea of compassion is based on a keen
    awareness of the interdependence of all these
    living beings, which are all part of one another,
    and all involved in one another."

    -- Thomas Merton

    Thomas Merton, monk, poet and social activist was one of the most influential Catholic authors of  the 20th century.

  • Gateways

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    Through the gateway of feeling your weakness lies your strength;
    Through the gateway of feeling your pain lies your pleasure and joy;
    Through the gateway of feeling your fears lies your security and safety;
    Through the gateway of feeling your loneliness lies your capacity to have fulfillment, love and companionship;
    Through the gateway of feeling your hate lies your capacity to love;
    Through the gateway of feeling your hopelessness lies true and justified hope;
    Through the gateway of accepting the lacks of your childhood lies your fulfillment now.

    - The Guide through  Eva Pierrakos

  • Venus and cresent moon

    cresent moon and venus

    not a very good picture , taken from my kitchen window
    The goddesses are illusive ;)

  • One of those funny emails .... hehehehe

    She said;

    One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his Sweat-shirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?"

    "It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?"

    He yelled back, " University of Oklahoma "

    And they say blondes are dumb...
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    A couple is lying in bed. The man says,

    "I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world."

    The woman replies, "I'll miss you..."
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    "It's just too hot to wear clothes today," Jack says as he stepped out of the shower, "honey, what do you think the neighbours would think if I mowed the lawn like this?"

    "Probably that I married you for your money," she replied.
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    He said - Shall we try swapping positions tonight?

    She said - That's a good idea... you stand by the ironing board while I sit on the sofa and fart.
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    Q: What do you call an intelligent, good looking, sensitive man?

    A: A rumour
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    A man and his wife, now in their 60's, were celebrating their 40th wedding anniversary. On their special day a good fairy came to them and said that because they had been so good that each one of them could have one wish.

    The wife wished for a trip around the world with her husband.

    Whoosh! Immediately she had airline/cruise tickets in her hands.

    The man wished for a female companion 30 years younger...

    Whoosh...immediately he turned ninety!!!

    Gotta love that fairy!

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    Dear Lord,

    I pray for Wisdom to understand my man; Love to forgive him; And Patience for his moods. Because, Lord, if I pray for Strength, I'll beat him to death.

    AMEN

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    Q: Why do little boys whine?

    A: They are practicing to be men.

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    Q: What do you call a handcuffed man?

    A: Trustworthy.
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    Q: What does it mean when a man is in your bed gasping for breath and calling your name?

    A: You did not hold the pillow down long enough.
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    Q: Why do men whistle when they are sitting on the toilet?

    A: It helps them remember which end they need to wipe.
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    Q : How do you keep your husband from reading your e-mail?

    A: Rename the mail folder "Instruction Manuals"

    Well I thought these were funny teee heeee :wave:

  • Welcome home travellers !!!

    Welcome home travellers !!!
    (You know who you are )
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    I've missed you
    It's been quiet here without you.
    I want to hear all your stories and pics in glorious technicolour( B&w will do too )

    :wave: kisses and hugs

  • The Shift is happening now .

    From: Jack's Universe [email:galiticajack@adelphia.net]
    Some signs of the shift are discussed here.
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    There are many quantifiable scientific indicators proving that the Earth and the Solar System are going through changes which have never previously occurred in recorded human history. Many psychics and channelers say that we have entered the beginning of a dimensional shift which is already deeply affecting all of our lives. And some predict that within the next decade we will enter into an Ascension process fulfilling the prophecies of Jesus.

    Gregg Braden is probably the most recognized person who is evaluating and revealing the scientific phenomena pointing to this shift. He became intrigued with all this when he was working for Phillips Petroleum in the late 1970s and noticed that the magnetics of the earth were at their lowest point in 2000 years and decreasing at a rapid rate.

    Eventually, Braden wrote a book — Awakening to Zero Point — that documented this and other indicators of our rapidly changing planet.

    Wynn: Is it true that the magnetic poles of the earth are in the process of shifting right now?

    Gregg: In May-June-July of 2002, it was very well acknowledged and esteemed scientific journals actually were saying for the first time that we are in the process of a polar reversal.

    Back in the 1960s, geologists were certain that the earth periodically went through a reversal. They could tell from core samples, ice samples, and fossils, as well as magnetized particles that were locked into certain positions in the rock of the earth. Geologists were so certain about this phenomenon that they actually mapped out the last four-and-a-half-million years, and the resulting records suggested that the earth has gone through fourteen of these polar reversals. At that time, back in 1961 and 1962, scientists felt that the last pole reversal occurred at about the time of the last Ice Age, ten to twelve thousand years ago. And they were certain it would happen again, but not for thousands of years, so it was nothing to worry about.

    But through the 1990s, geologists continued to refine this kind of information. They had been saying it took thousands of years for this to happen. Then they began to say, "Well, it can happen in hundreds of years." But now, recent evidence from some of the ice cores in Greenland and Antarctica say that it could happen in as little as a decade.

    But now, we know that the poles are actually moving. We're living it right now. We don't know exactly what that means, because even though it's happened fourteen times in the last four and a half million years, it's never happened with six billion people on the earth.

    Wynn: Are you saying that it's common knowledge?

    Gregg: It's common knowledge to people that need to know these things. For example, FAA regulations say that when the poles move beyond five or eight degrees, the runways at the airports have to be renumbered to correlate with the magnetic headings that the pilots are seeing. The first airport in the United States to comply with this mandate was Minneapolis/St. Paul, where they spent something on the order of eighty-five thousand dollars to go through and renumber the runway headings.

    But what happened in the May-June-July time frame of 2002 is that journals such as Nature, Science, Scientific American, and New Scientist released reports saying that we are definitely in the process of a magnetic reversal, and the AP wires picked it up.

    Scientists have no idea what the impact is going to be to electronic and electromagnetic power grids. But even more, they don't know what it means to human immune systems. Alternative healing modalities have shown a connection between magnetics and the immune system, which also would imply that our immune systems could very well be keyed into the magnetic fields of the earth.

    We know that birds and animals migrate along the lines of these magnetic fields. So there is speculation that the changes taking place in the magnetic field are responsible for the changing migratory patterns in birds that have been recorded in Asia and North America.

    The change in the fields also may explain why whales are beaching themselves. The lines of navigation that the whales have always followed have shifted and now lead them onto a beach. When we take them back out into the water and set them free, they continue to align themselves with the same magnetic lines, and in following them, they end up on the beach again.

    So, yes, it's common knowledge now. The most respected scientific journals say that we're in this shift. And even though we don't know precisely what that means, it's significant that it is being acknowledged in peer-review kinds of literature, and not just in speculative or pseudo-scientific magazines.

    Wynn: When was this magnetic shift first acknowledged?

    Gregg: It would have been in the June/July time frame of 2002. People were sending me emails that they had seen it, and giving me references. I also found references in the magazines myself.

    Wynn: Would we survive a complete pole shift?

    Gregg: Any answer to that question must of necessity lie within the realm of speculation, because in traditional recorded human history it's never happened. On the other hand, there are Native traditions and ancient Hebrew biblical traditions suggesting that a magnetic shift may have happened even more recently than the last Ice Age. That was 10,000 to 12,000 years ago, but these traditions suggest that the last shift may have happened as recently as 3,600 years ago.

    Native legends speak of a day 3,600 years ago when the sun rose from the west as it had always done, hovered in the sky for more than a full day, and set in the east — but the next day, it rose in the east and set in the west, as it does today. Hebrew traditions speak of this event, also, saying that it happened during a battle. The ancient Hebrews took it as a sign that one side was receiving celestial assistance, because it stayed light long enough for the battle to complete in their favor.

    We can't verify this in the rock or fossil records, because 3,600 years is too short a period of time for such an event to be reflected there. All we have to go by are traditions, legends, and myths preserved in oral and written documents.

    What the trandition tells us, however, is that if something like this were to happen, the people of the earth would live through it. It would have to be a really strange day to live through, but if the ancient legends are true, it happened and the people apparently survived. However, we don't know how it affected their lives.

    Wynn: Do you have any idea how this magnetic shift might change consciousness?

    Gregg: The speculation is that there is a correlation between consciousness
    and magnetics. In order to understand how this connection might work, it is useful to compare it to a computor's memory. The magnetic fields in the memory are held in place through an electrical charge — a trickle charge — within the computer itself. When the batteries in the computer die, the charge is gone, and the memory is lost. We have to reload the operating system.

    Similarly, by researchers and descendents of indigenous peoples believe that when the earth goes through what science sees as a magnetic reversal, it
    also will be a great shift and cleansing of the earth's consciousness. There will be nothing holding all the magnetic patterns that have been put in place. So when we awaken from this shift, what becomes consciousness will be our truest nature, our truest essence. And the memory of all of the evil or all the bad things or all of the grudges or the ego and we've held against one another as individuals and nations will not be part of that new consciousness, that
    new grid.

    From that perspective, many traditions predict, sense, or speculate that we are nearing a time of what they call the Great Cleansing, and that this cleansing is happening at a level of core memory of consciousness.

    Wynn: So is it possible to assume that in some way, our memory is connected to this magnetic field?

    Gregg: I think so. I think that because of the strange accounts of the astronauts who left earth and went into space during the Apollo Program. In leaving the earth's atmosphere and circling the planet many miles above the surface, the affects of earth's magnetics were negligible. And the astronauts began to have experiences that they were not prepared or trained for, that were totally unanticipated.

    When they were in space and looked back to earth, they began having insights and feelings, awakenings and awarenesses that they had never had when they were on the earth. It meant something different to each one of them.

    In much the same way, friends of mine who went to Viet Nam were all changed when they came home. It changed everyone. For some, the change was so painful that they could never speak about it, and for others, the change was a catalyst in their lives and they spoke of it incessantly.

    And I believe there was actually a PBS special that documented this same phenomenon with the astronauts, that they were never the same afterward. When they came back, there were some who didn't know what to do with their outer space experience. Some turned to drugs and alcohol. Others channeled the change that occurred within them in very positive, life-affirming projects.

    One of this latter group was Dr. Edgar Mitchell, who founded the Noetic Sciences Organization in an effort to validate the phenomenon of human consciousness. Another astronaut undertook the search for Noah's Ark, and actually found it embedded in the ice on Mt. Ararat, right where the Bible said it would be.

    Wynn: So the implication here is that these astronauts, because they left the magnetic field of the earth, had some kind of spiritual awakening?

    Gregg: They certainly went through a catharsis when they were no longer in the influence of the earth's magnetic field.

    We also see something similar happening when we look at the magnetic fields of the earth. They are not constant over the surface of the earth, and contour maps, available through United States Geologic Survey, show the varying intensities of magnetic fields over the surface of the earth — where magnetic fields have a very high intensity and where the intensity if very low.

    Those fields have shifted over time, and may actually account for why populations of humans have migrated to the places they've migrated to. They might have been following these magnetic contours.

    What happens is that in the places where the magnetics are very low, where their effects are negligible, tremendous change and innovation appear to occur. Where the magnetics are traditionally high, those are the places of stagnation where changes, although they do happen, take a long time and change is very slow in coming.

    If I were coming here from another world and didn't know anything about the people of the earth, and if I were looking for a place where the opportunity of change was the greatest, I would look for the zero contour lines. And if you look at a map of the magnetics on earth today, what you find is that there is a zero contour line that runs along the West Coast of North America — along the California coast and on up off the coast of Alaska. In other words, the magnetics along the West Coast are almost nil!

    When we think of the West Coast, we think about wacky California. Well, the truth is California is a seed, one of several, and it's traditionally been very innovative in technology, science, fashion, finance, and the arts, because there is an opportunity for tremendous change there.

    Within North American, the flip side of that would be an area of highest magnetics, where the magnetic fields are the most dense. And you find this down through some of the Southeastern states — the very states that are traditionally viewed as being conservative. This doesn't mean that change can't happen there. What is says, however, is that change takes a long time there, and people have to see a really good reason before they are going to budge from what they've always done.

    Wynn: So where the magnetic field is less dense, people are more open to the moment?

    Gregg: They're open to change, period. It doesn't mean that the change is good, bad, right, or wrong. It's important to be clear about this. The consciousness of the people will determine how that change comes about.

    I'll give an ironic example. There is a zero contour line that runs right through the Middle East. It actually runs almost directly underneath the area we call the Suez Canal, right up into Israel, right along the coast of the Red Sea. Yes, right in that area is a zero contour line. This means that area is ripe for change. But again, how that change comes about — whether it's peaceful and constructive or angry and destructive — is determined by the consciousness of the people who live there.

    Wynn: So it's not good or bad either way?

    Gregg: Precisely. It simply is an opportunity for change. At the same time, the highest magnetic contour lines noted anywhere on the planet earth have traditionally been in portions of the former Soviet Union, Russia, and Siberia.

    We know that in that part of the world, there was a system that was in place, and while change came about, it was slow and painful, a long time coming, with a lot of suffering. But when that change happened, there was a cascade effect, and it happened almost overnight.

    So the correlations are very interesting between human consciousness, the opportunities for innovation, change, doing things in a new way, and the magnetics of our world.

    The Earth has many areas of high and low change.

    Wynn: Our readers are going to want to know how they can best face the changes that are coming in our world as a whole.

    Gregg: I'll be as concise as I can. I think that the answer to that is perhaps encapsulated best in the words of those who have come before us, the ancient Essenes, in a text that's more than 2,500 years old. It reminds us of our relationship to the world around us, and says simply that the world around us is nothing more and nothing less than a mirror of what we have become from within.

    So when we see a world that appears angry, cruel, and thoughtless, that produces suffering for our brothers and sisters all over the world — from this perspective, that world is a mirror of what we have become as individuals, families, societies, and nations. It's not right, wrong, good or bad. It's simply a reflection of who we are. The condition of the planet is a feedback mechanism.

    So if we want to see change in our world, we must become that change in our every day lives. If we want to see peace, tolerant understanding, compassion, and forgiveness at the global level, we must become that. At the dinner table.
    With our families. We must become that with our schools.

    We must demand that we be entertained through peace, compassion, and understanding. It doesn't have to be dull and boring. It can still be very exciting, but it does not have to be ruthless, thoughtless, cruel, or heartless.

    So in our daily lives, every moment of every day, we make a choice that either affirms or denies life in our bodies. Because we are linked through this grid. Our individual choices all pool into the collective answer to our future.

    If we'd like to see a collective change, we must individually become that change.

    Wynn: We have this date of 2012 that many people are saying is this time of global shift or Ascension. What do you think is going to happen?

    Gregg: The date 2012 is interesting because it comes up in Mayan traditions, Egyptian traditions, some of the Christian traditions, and even in the Bible Code — which is very controversial unto itself. change on that date, we miss life. From my perspective, if we simply live each day of our lives to its fullest, we reconcile the experiences that cross our paths each day, we reconcile the opportunity to honor life, to honor our relationships with one another.

    If we are honest, truthful, considerate, caring and compassionate, if we live this each day, we have already prepared for whatever could possibly come on 2012 or any other day, any other year, any time in our future.

    I know people who are living their lives hoarding boxcars full of food and ammunition, preparing for the day when our world changes. I understand, and I think it's good to be self sufficient. I understand what they are saying. But also what I've seen is that so much of their lives is dedicated to preparing for that day, they've missed the beauty and the mystery of life that unfolds in every day. And it's in perceiving this beauty and mystery that we prepare for the greatest challenges!

    Wynn: So basically, if one wants to approach this change with the maximum positive outcome for themselves, the key is to live each day with the maximum output of love, compassion, and caring?

    Gregg: Yes, and to do this, we have to live each day consciously. Be aware of the opportunities. Recognize the opportunities that cross our paths. Every day, we're given the opportunity to be tolerant of another belief system, to forgive someone who has hurt or angered us, to reconcile our own judgments about what should or should not be in our world.

    If we can reconcile these things as they cross our paths and consciously deal with them in the moment, then we know we're changing the chemistry of our bodies by changing the way we feel, and are thus preparing ourselves for whatever transitions the earth is going to go through.
    If that makes sense.

    Wynn: Yes, it does to me. Is there anything really important to close with for our readers that I might have missed?

    Gregg: For the first time in our history, the fate of our species, our entire species, rests upon the choices of a single generation. And what we've just done is talked about what some of those choices are all about.

  • Food shopping done

    http://data4.blog.de/media/659/1599659_1cb5535081_m.jpgShopping was fun. I was quite ravenous when I got home. In that state , deep freeze things get put away and rest have to wait till later. Smart eh ? :)
    Lunch ? Grilled fresh salmon and tzaziki and aubergine from yesterday , then á glass of cranberry & raspberry juice in a one of my kosta boda wine glasses. Tastes much better that way :)

    You probably can't see it on this picture , but there is a little star engraved in the side of the glass . You are supposed to fill the glass up to the star and not further.

    Cheers !
    :)

  • One windy and wet Saturday in May

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    It's calming down now and I'm about to venture out to do my grocert shopping as the fridge is bare.

    V. in Atlanta was on line so we had our usual Saturday morning chat. V is an early bird so she gets when she gets up round about 6 am is when I am up and about at noon.

    It was an inspiring chat. I am so grateful for our friendsip and the Reiki she sent me yesterday. Things were not looking good for me there for while yesterday and V. sent me Reiki so trip to the local ER and repeat of Monday's performance was avoided . Blessed be .. praise the Lord .. and thanks to Angels and fairies everywhere:)

    So I'm venturing out today to get food supplies for the weekend. Healthy stuff like cranberry juice, cabbage, free range eggs, fruit and veggies , yoghurt , nuts, and sopm e 80% proof dark chocolate. No booze for me this weekend , but I will survive with a lush smoothie or something :)

  • drop the guns

    by hervy @ 2007-05-19 - 11:16:44

    yeah it's a right then a left
    it's a fight then a theft
    it's a life then a death
    Jesus Christ drop the guns.

    Peace and respect , Hervy X

  • Choices and decisions

    I also have a decision to make

    I've attacked the huge pile of laundry:)
    Two machine loads are washing as I type.
    Sheets and duvets.
    Doing the laundry involves going down 4 flights of stairs in to the bowels of the earth - no lift.
    Another pile of jeans, socks t-shirts ,knickers awaits.
    Now .. I can either tackle that now or leave it till another day
    I would like to have a clean pair of jeans the other things I can hand wash.
    Decisions decisions ......
    One more machine it is then :)
    Clean jeans and undies win !
    YEAHhhhhhhhhh :)

  • Odd socks

    I've always wondered where all the odd socks go and then someone sent me a link to a website dedicated to " odd socks " hehe :)

    I keep buying new socks and still end up with odd socks.
    LAst week , I came up with a solution , which I shall pass on to you now.

    Wear odd socks !

    There are many sensible reasons why this is a good solution

    - it's eco-friendly. You don't have to throw away socks just because you can't find a matching sock.
    - decision to wear odd socks is stress and worry free. You take whatever comes and wear it
    - It's time saving. You don't have to pair them up
    - It could be a conversation starter . Why are you wearing one red sock and one black sock ?
    - It's an excercise of will
    - it's fun

    There are probably even more reasons . feel free to add to this list:)

  • Dare to risk

    If you 've read the previous post you'll know that there's risks and there are risks. You don't have to be stupid about taking risks ;) Our Albert was a very naughty boy !

    "To try is to risk failure. But risk must be
    taken because the greatest hazard of life is to risk
    nothing. The person who risks nothing does
    nothing, has nothing, is nothing. He may avoid
    suffering and sorrow, but he simply cannot learn, feel,
    change, grow, live, and love."

    -- Leo Buscaglia

    Daring to risk is an essential step to self
    empowerment. This is the key to breaking out of stuck
    thinking and behaviour. It is about breaking
    through the comfort zones and barriers. It is about
    experiencing new levels of mind and feelings. It
    is about experiencing more life.

    "A life spent in making mistakes is not only more
    honorable, but more useful than a life spent
    doing nothing."

    -- George Bernard Shaw

    "Only those who risk going too far can know how
    far they can go."

    -- Unknown source

  • The lion and Albert

    before

    http://www.uea.ac.uk/edu/learn/rice/edgar.gif

    and then ....
    http://oldpoetry.com/images/ext/Opoem/7/686.jpg

    There's a famous seaside place called Blackpool,
    That's noted for fresh-air and fun,
    And Mr and Mrs Ramsbottom
    Went there with young Albert, their son.

    A grand little lad was their Albert
    All dressed in his best; quite a swell
    'E'd a stick with an 'orse's 'ead 'andle
    The finest that Woolworth's could sell.

    They didn't think much to the ocean
    The waves, they was fiddlin' and small
    There was no wrecks... nobody drownded
    'Fact, nothing to laugh at, at all.

    So, seeking for further amusement
    They paid and went into the zoo
    Where they'd lions and tigers and cam-els
    And old ale and sandwiches too.

    There were one great big lion called Wallace
    His nose were all covered with scars
    He lay in a som-no-lent posture
    With the side of his face to the bars.

    Now Albert had heard about lions
    How they were ferocious and wild
    And to see Wallace lying so peaceful
    Well... it didn't seem right to the child.

    So straight 'way the brave little feller
    Not showing a morsel of fear
    Took 'is stick with the'orse's 'ead 'andle
    And pushed it in Wallace's ear!

    You could see that the lion didn't like it
    For giving a kind of a roll
    He pulled Albert inside the cage with 'im
    And swallowed the little lad... whole!

    Then Pa, who had seen the occurrence
    And didn't know what to do next
    Said, "Mother! Yon lions 'et Albert"
    And Mother said "Eeh, I am vexed!"

    So Mr and Mrs Ramsbottom
    Quite rightly, when all's said and done
    Complained to the Animal Keeper
    That the lion had eaten their son.

    The keeper was quite nice about it
    He said, "What a nasty mishap
    Are you sure that it's your lad he's eaten?"
    Pa said, "Am I sure? There's his cap!"

    So the manager had to be sent for
    He came and he said, "What's to do?"
    Pa said, "Yon lion's 'eaten our Albert
    And 'im in his Sunday clothes, too."

    Then Mother said, "Right's right, young feller
    I think it's a shame and a sin
    For a lion to go and eat Albert
    And after we've paid to come in!"

    The manager wanted no trouble
    He took out his purse right away
    And said, "How much to settle the matter?"
    And Pa said "What do you usually pay?"

    But Mother had turned a bit awkward
    When she thought where her Albert had gone
    She said, "No! someone's got to be summonsed"
    So that were decided upon.

    Round they went to the Police Station
    In front of a Magistrate chap
    They told 'im what happened to Albert
    And proved it by showing his cap.

    The Magistrate gave his o-pinion
    That no-one was really to blame
    He said that he hoped the Ramsbottoms
    Would have further sons to their name.

    At that Mother got proper blazing
    "And thank you, sir, kindly," said she
    "What waste all our lives raising children
    To feed ruddy lions? Not me!"

    -- Marriott Edgar

    I found it Sally :wave:

  • Friday

    Pause to blog before going into town.
    Mobile woke me up this morning wanting to be re charged. That bleep is insistant. I heard it even when it was several yards away in the hall. Like a child wanting to be fed waaah wahhhh ;)

    Dream

    I was in he US of A last night in someone's home. I had to leave and the woman was concerned she could not manage. I was telling her that all she had to do was to call the emergency advice service " samaritans " in the telephone directiory if anything happened that she could not deal with.

    She picks up a book - we are looking through it until I reealise that this won't do - it's an ordinary book , not a directory.

    I ask for a telephone book. I'm not familiar with the layout , as it is American , and start to flick through the pages. There are several coloured pages sections.

    Then I have to leave , as I have a train to catch at 10pm. I hope the woman managed on her own. End of Dream.

    Where do these thoughts come from ?
    Right .
    Best get dressed and be on my way
    See you later :wave:
    Bless you as you work and play today :)

  • If you want something to be different from what it is

    If you want something to be different than it is, you might as well teach a cat to bark. You can try and try, and in the end the cat will look up at you and say, "Meow."

    Wanting something to be different than it is is hopeless. ¨

    Thoughts are just what is. They appear. They're innocent. They're not personal. They're like the breeze or the leaves on the trees or the raindrops falling.

    Thoughts arise like that, and we can make friends with them.

    Would you argue with a raindrop?

    The world is nothing but my perception of it. I see only through myself. I hear only through the filter of my story.

    An uncomfortable feeling is not an enemy. It’s a gift that says, "Get honest; inquire."

    We reach out for alcohol, or television, or credit cards, so we can focus out there and not have to look at the feeling.

    And that's as it should be, because in our innocence we haven't known how. So now what we can do is reach out for a paper and a pencil, write thought down, and investigate.

    Every story, every thing is God: reality. It apparently emerges from out of Itself and appears as a life. It lives forever within the story, until the story ends. From out of Itself I appeared as my story, until the questions brought me home.

    We buy a home for our children, for our bodies; we get a garage for our car; we have dog houses for our dogs; but we won't give the mind a home. And we treat it like an outcast. We shame it and blame it and shame it again. But if you let the mind ask its questions, then the heart will rise with the answer. And "rising" is just a metaphor.

    The heart will reveal the answer, and the mind can finally rest at home in the heart and come to see that it and the heart are one. That's what these four questions are about.

    The Work always leaves you with less of a story. Who would you be without your story? You never know until you inquire. There is no story that is you or that leads to you. Every story leads away from you. Turn it around; undo it. You are what exists before all stories. You are what remains when the story is understood.

    Until we know that death is equal to life, and that it comes in its own sweet way, perfectly, we're going to take on the role of God without the awareness of it, and it's always going to hurt. In other words, whenever you mentally oppose what is, you're going to experience sadness and apparent separation. There's no sadness without the story. What is is. You are it. You're not saving anyone; you're not killing anyone. The world doesn't depend on you.

    --Byron Katie

    The Work of Byron Katie is a deeply transformative process of inquiry that is helping people around the world approach their problems from a perspective of clarity and inner peace.

    http://www.thework.com/WhatIsTheWork.asp

    Night night everyone Pax Vobsicum (latin for "peace be with you" it sounds so magical in Latin :) :wave:

  • Can some explain tags for me ?

    After being here for quite a while , I've just found tags that I have not written myself hehehehe

    "User tags:
    a rare soul, artist, arty, authentic, bohemian, crazy, curious, has a fine aura, honest, life-artist, lives in a fish tank, looney, lovable, loving, naughty, open-minded, pet frog, sensitive, sensual, sexual, spiritual, spiritually evolved, wicked, "

    Thank you people .. I am all that and more.
    " lives in a fish tank ? " LMAO .. really ? .. who saíd that ? hehehe

    " Pet frog " ?? awww how sweet . ribbet ribbet --- ;)

    *mira thinks ..wait till they get to know me good and proper, warts and all ;) *

    :wave:

    Cor blimey .. EVERYONE here has them .... I'm going to be reading peeps tags now .....

    *mira, with wicked glint in her eye , wonders how she can tag someone ??? *

  • Thank you for cheering me up

    I had a very slow day yesterday , sleepy with a headache eating a lot and drinking cranberry juice.

    Today I woke up with allergy problems took my meds and spent the morning interacting with you, my pals in "Blogland "

    You have cheered me up enormously ! Thank you thank you thank you !

    The meds have kicked in now and I'm feeling chirpy again. Today is a public holiday too- Ascension day _ it just gets better and better :) :wave:

  • more about my creepy encounter the other day

    I do think the guy who follwoed me home from the station wanted contact and that it took courage for him to approach me . I don't think he was a rapist. If he was, he would not have asked " are you interested " lol " excuse me , but can I rape you?" lol

    He seemed shy. I think there was something seriously wrong with him. His eyes seemed cloudy and the countertransference was strong. I think he was having fantasies about me and I did not like that intrusion into my space.

    But all joking aside , it was scary. It reminds me of an encounter I had with a flasher who flashed his willy at me in the tube station and then said " sorry .. sorry .......I haven't had a woman is such a long time " It is pathetic and sad. I think there was something very wrong with this guy.

    I was curious, I still am , but did not dare to enter into conversation with him. In an ideal safe world , I would love to have spoken more with him.

    These encounters happen for a reason. What is the higher purpose? I wonder what the purpose of this encounter was? It does seem to be an extension of my theme from the GJLM meeting - " the right to say no " I told him I was not interested . :)

    I could have said- Look here's my card - I'm a therapist - call and make an appointment " ???

  • Dating

    Has anyone here tried speed dating +
    Internet dating ?

    Women want, intelligence , comedy, good looks, wealth , the whole package while men settle for 90%.

    True ?
    False ?

    Men find women confusing
    True?
    False ?

    Men are scared of women
    True?
    False ?

    This whole business of " girl meets boy " seems to have become a science where as before it was simply left up to nature and chemistry.

    Interesting :)

  • Thoughts on creating peace

    The consciousness of creating peace begins in each individual

    We have the power to create peace in our lives which then contributes to peace in the world.

    Peace begings with me.
    peace begins in my heart
    Peace begins in my soul.

    I am moving through turbulance and chaos to as safer, calmer place.

    Paradoxically, the chaos and turbulance and dynamic are necessary for change and therefore for peace

    Resistance to change causes stress and dis-ease.

    Let there be peace in my body, mind and spirit.

    a disturbing line from today's news mentioned a bill and continued spending on the war in Iraq. Can't find the article now. I don't want more money to be spent on bombs when money is so needed to support ecducation , health , welfare and ecology .. saving of the planet, :##

    Even though I avoid news like the plague , these headlines seep through , so they deserve attantion , thought and reflection .. evaluation.

    Peace be with us and blessed be.
    I am thankful for all peaceful , joyful and loving support and guidance.

  • Sorting things out in my mind

    Duality is always with me. My sign of gemini is a sign of duality.Duality is always present within me , I've always know this, Right now the conflicting sides within me are particularly noticable.

    On the one hand....
    the time is right, the time is now, the time of the new moon, support of natural forces and energies, new beginnings,abundance, new opportunities, the energies of the growing moon,the force is with you , more sunshine, more daylight,

    one the other hand ...
    physical weakness, allergies, watery itchy eyes, irritability, over- sensitivity, bloated feeling , imune system on a low, weakness, vulnerablity, resistance , resostance to what ? moving forward? Distortion, stiffled creativity , struggle, lack of physical strength , lack of money ,

    There's quite a dynamic going on and this is a good thing. BUT I do seem to be out of balance physically. How can I correct this ?

    Don't worry about the " HOW " says my wise self.
    Focus on what you want,
    Create a VISION
    WHere is your DESIRE ?
    Within what you perceive as your challenges or your poblems lie the clue for how to correct the imbalance.
    What do you need to focus on ?

    Focus on ,,,,,

    Physical well being
    Strength
    Power
    Strengthening imune system
    Release ..
    Allow yor good
    Receive
    What are you holding on to ?
    There are things you don't need any more ( Well done Mira for taking
    rubbish to the tip :DD
    Cleanse ?
    Detox ?
    Create a VISION
    create a sort of MAP .. " where am I going ? "

  • Midnight

    Midnight
    So sleepy now

    Tomorrow is a public holiday here - Ascension day. It's already 12 years since we moved here to Sundbyberg and this flat. How time flies.

    Love and peace , bloggers , night night and sweet dreams :) :wave:

    X

  • Northern lights for Steve

    http://users.tellurian.com/skyguy/northern-lights-taken-on-09-07-02.jpg

    http://www.iit.edu/~johnsonp/smart00/lights2.jpg

    http://www.travelmanitoba.com/images_tr/image_library/northern_lights_lg.jpg

    I've only ever seen northern lights once and that was in Ljungdalen in the Swedish mountains in February.Google has lots more .

  • I can see Venus

    I can see venus from my kitchen window shining brightly in the deep blue sky. When I spent the summer in Greece We used to watch it appear in the sky while having our evening drinks on the terrace.

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    I remember the Venus transit on 8 June 2004 . I was in Barcelona and dreamed intensively that night.

    Venus is the second planet from the Sun and is named after the Roman goddess Venus.

    Venus is sometimes called Earth's "sister planet", as the two are very similar in size and bulk composition.

    Because Venus is closer to the Sun than the Earth, it always appears in roughly the same direction from Earth as the Sun so on Earth it can usually only be seen a few hours before sunrise or a few hours after sunset.

    However, when at its brightest, Venus may be seen during the daytime, making it one of only two heavenly bodies that can be seen both day and night (the other being the Moon). It is sometimes referred to as the "Morning Star" or the "Evening Star", and when it is visible in dark skies it is by far the brightest star-like object in the sky.

    Venus was known to ancient Babylonians around 1600 BC, and to the Mayan civilization (the Mayans developed a religious calendar based on Venus's motion) and must have been known long before in prehistoric times, given that it is the third brightest object in the sky after the Sun and Moon. Its symbol is a stylized representation of the goddess Venus's hand mirror: a circle with a small cross underneath.

    http://coolcosmos.ipac.caltech.edu/cosmic_kids/AskKids/images/venus_sky.jpg

  • Bigamy

    "Bigamy is having one wife/husband too many.

    Monogamy is the same."

    --Oscar Wilde

    hehehe ..note this does not apply to EVERYONE ;)

    During my hop on hop off tour of Dublin I saw the statue of Oscar Wilde sitting on a bench. It was affectionately referred to as "fag on a slab ".

    P.s. thisis called HUMOUR not intended to be taken literally and is not intended to offend. Some of my best friends are gay , bless their cotton socks ;)

  • On relationships

    "Relationships are hard. It's like a full time job, and

    we should treat it like one. If your boyfriend or girlfriend

    wants to leave you, they should give you two weeks' notice.

    There should be severance pay, the day before they leave

    you, they should have to find you a temp."

    --Bob Ettinger

  • Spirit photos

    http://www.spiritlite.com/spiritphotos.php

  • Wednesday 16th May- a new moon .

    I wonder if Mrs F knows.
    New moons are times for new beginnings. This new moon I intend to focus on my physical health and well being; boosting the imune system, listening to the body ,meditation , yoga and things like that. Spring is a time for new beginnings.
    It seems important to let go of past memories that longer serve and reconnect to all the parts that have been waiting to be given new life. Yes to the experience of love and passion that can only be fully appreciated when LIfe FOrce is strong and flowing freely through the body .

  • Quit Smoking Today Without Gaining Weight (Paul McKenna )

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    This man is good. His books are full of great tips.
    Smoking has never been one of my problems, but I am alwst on the lookout for ways of improving my life.

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    This one , I have and I must say it helped me a lot during the time I was reading it and listening to the CD.Paul has a special velvety voice that I love and can sometimes be distracting as it trends to send me off into erotic reveries ;) lol :) Still ....even that is fun and healing .I'm not knocking it :)
    Try it .. you'll like it :wave:

  • Good morning and update

    Goodmorning friends in Blogland wherever you happen to be, whatever you happen to be doing.Safe journey to our absent friends . I see them flying through the air with love and ease and coping excellently with airports , luggage and stuff.

    10:19 and I am awake and have been for an hour. My mornings are getting earlier as it's not easy to sleep when it is light outside. Following the light.

    Head is feeling better too.:)

    I woke up with a headache again, but it's almost gone now.
    Hard to say if it is the result of the penicillin I am taking or allergies. There is a hack of a lot of pollen around. My eyes are watering and itchy but not inflamed. I do hope I'll skip that part this year.

    I don't like taking medicine and am very suspicious of synthetic drugs. I'm imagining the anti- biotic war that is going on inside me .. the army of pharmaceuticals sent in to cure the infection and then on the other side my body's own faithful soldiers looking tired worn and bedraggled. Bless them. I am going to have to give the lads a positive boost and equip them with star wars like lasers and magic shields and hi tech zapping healing machines :)

    It's amazing what the powers of the mind can do. Paul Mc Kenna is a wonderful example. NLP neuro linguistic programming , sugestopedia and a whole range of alternative therapies. It's only lack of funds that prevent me from using alternative meds more.

    Right.. breakfast now :) TTFN

  • Must just say this

    It's been an eventful day.

    After taking rubbish to the tip, I had a little rest , hada shower , washed hair , out on make up and headed off to my GJLM meeting at J's place.

    GJLM is our monthly " soul sisters " meeting. G, J, L are women I trained with and have know now for 9 years. It is such a gift to relax and share with soul sisters.

    We started with tea and raspberry pie with vanilla sauce andlatercooked dinner together - pasta tortellini in J's creamy blue cheese sauce with mixed salad. Wine for the others , cranberry juice for me.

    J has found a man she is fond of :) The guy comes with baggage though :( but is cuddly . Challenges J. think of it as challenges , and not problems.

    G is the only one who is in a steady relationship. We are all quite envious and G , although she is happy longs for freedom - to be set free for a year to explore and THEN to return again , hopefully.

    Sex and relatioships was the theme this time. Kundalini energies.

    5 ½ hours whizzed by and we each drew a Tarot card , which always seem to sum up the evening

    J - THE MOON
    G - THE LOVERS
    L - TEMPARENCE
    M - THE EMPRESS.

    I really must get some sleep now.
    Lots of love everyone
    night night
    x

  • A creepy end to the day

    A strange man,followed me home tonight.I felt his eyes on me as as soon as he sat down mext to me on the bench at the Central Station.10 minutes till the next train.

    He looks like a traveller, casually dressed carrying an overnight bag. 40 s0mething at a guess. I start to feel uncomfortable and uneasy.
    THe train arrives and of course he gets on and sits opposite me.
    I didn't know where to look so I close my eyes.
    I get off train and he is right behind me.
    I go up the escalator not daring to look back , but feel his presence.
    As I climb up the steps leading to my street I feel him right behind me. At this point I'm starting to feel really uneasy.
    He then makes his move, starts walking along side me and starts to speak

    " I don't usually do this .. " he starts

    I remain silent. My door is only a few feet away. It's nearly midnight and there is noone about.

    " I take it you are not interested , " he says
    " I am not interested " I tell him firmly " Goodnight "

    As I unlock the my front door I wonder Why I said Goodnight,
    Politeness.OMG he knows where I live now.

    I am glad that I am home safe and sound.I've never been scared coming home late at night , but this man gave off ´some seriously bad vibes.

    *shudders*

  • I've seen better days , but I'm grateful

    WOke up with a splitting headache
    Not nice.
    On top pf that MB coming round to take my rubbish to the tip.
    that needs to be done .. on the other hand .. am I up for it .
    Decided YES can't be that difficult
    Another stressful moment on diescpvering VAT has to be paid in , like yesterday.
    Right. That's done.
    Breakfast next.
    I'm stressing .. aware of that ... and at the same time calming myself down. No worries
    MB arrives ealy raring to go.
    I warn him that I'm in Zombie mode and explain why
    MB understands when things are clear, and I did make an effort to be clear despite my muddled head.*mira pats herself on the back .. well done*
    " I'm parked right outside ...." .. right .. and he starts carrying stuff down to th car, I have one thing to carry. :DD
    I have address and instruction of how to get to tip
    *mira organised yet again * and map is in the telephone directory which we take with us.
    In the car I share my dramas with MB
    and he tells me of his latest escapades , which I shall not include here ;)

    THE TIP is a fantastic place - with different stations for different kinds of waste.

    I am impressed... coloured glass , white glass, paper, card , light bulbs , toxic waste , paint, building materials , wood, electronics, fridges, cookers ...... amazing. Well done and brownie points to the council. People arrive and sort things out. Very organised.

    We get it all done in about an hour. MB rushes on to another appointment. I thank him thousand times." That 's what friends are for , darling" hesays and refuses kiss as I 've told him eralier that I've forgotten to brush teeth lol ... honest I am ;) ... that is still to come :)

    THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU

  • Yawn .................

    And Zebedee said ," It's time for bed " and they all got on the magic roundabout hehehe

    Tomorrow , MB is coming over and helping me dump some rubbish at the tip - it will all be sorted out and recycled

    Thinks : I would like to make my own compost - though it does not seem practical living in a flat as I do. Compost would be good for the plants on the balcony. I eat a lot of veggies. Any bright ideas ? Does compost have to be smelly? Are there mini compost systems that one can buy ?

    Do worms come automatically or do they need to be introduced ?

    Fascinating thoughts .. *Yawn * ... night night then everyone XX:wave::zz::zz::yawn::yawn::DD:roll::yes::))

  • It all depends on the way you look at things

    THERE IS A GOOD SIDE TO EVERY SITUATION

    You cannot have the success you seek
    without experiencing some failures.
    Any experience can be transformed into something
    of value.
    Everything depends on the way you look at things.

    What are stumbling blocks and defeat before you,
    can be stepping stones to victory if you remain
    determined.

    In all of your adversities lie the seeds of
    equivalent advantages.
    In every defeat there is a lesson showing you how
    to win the next time.

    View your problems as opportunities.
    When it's dark enough you can see the stars.

    From The daily guru

  • The Silent Ego

    The Silent Ego ¨by Owen Waters

    In today's culture, the word ego is usually applied to
    dysfunctional personality traits. If a person is controlling,
    obnoxious or throws a temper tantrum, their ego is said to be
    to blame.

    Dysfunctional attributes of the ego all spring from the Old
    Reality of separation consciousness. Mankind has spent
    thousands of years exploring the effects of separation from
    other people, separation from other states of consciousness,
    and separation from the spiritual source within.

    Separation consciousness causes deep-seated fears; fears that
    there will not be enough love, land, or resources. From these
    fears spring jealousy, greed and aggression. It is little
    wonder that, after thousands of years of nightmarish
    consequences, mankind is ready to move on to the healing phase
    of existence upon Earth.

    The emerging New Reality brings heart-centered consciousness.
    The keyword of the new consciousness is integration, not
    separation. Over the coming decades and centuries, mankind will
    find ways to resolve differences and issues of separation in
    ways that are inspired by unconditional love and compassion.
    Violence may beget violence, but it is based upon the illusion
    of lack. Love begets love and, being based upon a very real
    component of Creation, it has the real power.

    In the Old Reality, priests would work on being in control of
    their congregations by berating them with accusations that they
    are worthless sinners. These days, some teachers who claim to
    be spiritual berate their audiences with accusations that they
    have bad ego problems. In fact, they claim, having any ego at
    all is bad, bad, bad. People in the audience, even gentle souls
    with wonderful hearts, are then supposed to begin to doubt
    themselves. After all, they suppose, the allegedly enlightened
    teacher must know better than they. And, so, the worm of
    control begins to work its way into their minds.

    The New Reality is not about power over anyone. It is about
    self-empowerment, about power with everyone. The ego of a
    spiritual person is not a problem. It is an essential part of
    the human system, created expressly by the Creator of all life
    in order for it to experience self-consciousness from an
    infinite number of viewpoints.

    Infinite Being is the all-encompassing consciousness from
    which the universe was created. Everything in the universe is
    made of consciousness. Just as each snowflake is unique, so is
    each person. Your primary purpose in life is to experience life
    from one individual, unique point of view.

    You cannot cut off a part of yourself. The ego cannot be cast
    away and forgotten. It is your essential sense of identity.
    Even if someone were successful in casting away a part of
    themself, there would come a time when they would have to
    retrieve that lost part and integrate it back into themselves
    in a healthy, holistic manner.

    You are an expression of Infinite Being as it experiences
    itself from all possible viewpoints. The best way you can serve
    yourself and Infinite Being, the source within us all, is to
    live your life to your own, personal, highest potential. And
    celebrate who you are, because there is no one exactly like you
    in the entire universe.

    *If you enjoyed today's article, forward it to a friend!
    They will appreciate your thoughtfulness.

    This article was written by Owen Waters, author of
    "The Shift: The Revolution in Human Consciousness"

    Available in hardcover or via immediate download at:

    http://www.infinite being.com/ theshift

  • Anonio Banderas and " The Body "

    It's turning out to be quite an evening .
    Antonio BAnderas as the priest in " THE BODY "
    A priest has just killed himself by throwing himself out of the window .. fearing that the Body is indeed that of The Christ.

    Oh dear ...... when your deepest faith and believe is
    shattered , what do you do ?

    I love Antonio Banderas' voice .................

  • and now a choice ; penis enlargement or six feet under ?

    And now a choice ; penis enlargement or six feet under .
    That's the choice on TV tonight
    11,000 dollars for a penis enlargement

    apparently it's not the penis'fault but the fact that the child did not have his needs met when young.

    Nope.. I'm opting for " six feet under " always challenging .. always disturbing . I'll probably be in a weird mood afterwards , but that's my choice .

    :wave: toodles for now

    :)