I consulted the angels ( see link below ) and this what they said when I asked for a message for us all in Blogaland

Key words : Ideas & Inspiration

Ideas & Inspiration ..Trust ....Healing

Pay attention to new thoughts and ideas that come to you. They are seeds of magnificent co-creations with God.

God speaks to you through your thoughts and the angels want you to notice and follow the ideas you have recently received. These thoughts are answers to your prayers for guidance, so please don't discount them as mere imagination.

the angels seek to give you confidence that you are just as capable of receiving wonderful ideas as any other child of God. That is because all wonderful ideas originate from the one Divine mind of God. Since God is omnipresent, meaning everywhere, God is within you. So, God's mind continuously expresses new thoughts and ideas right inside your mind!

Believe in yourself, and have faith that God and the angels are with you. Ask them to help you to lose the fears that block you from enjoying full faith.

Your angels know that you've been disappointed in the past. These experiences may have eroded your faith in yourself, other people, or even God. However, the angels remind you of the importance of holding on to your faith.

the angels emphasize the value of self-trust. They know that you, like everyone, have made mistakes in the past. However, these mistakes have not eroded your true nature. You still have omnipresent God within you, and God is infallible. The angels ask you to trust in God and to trust in them. They will help you trust yourself.

A situation that has caused you concern is on the mend. You are a natural healer, and your healing thoughts have manifested into form.

Sometimes a situation cannot heal until you release the challenge completely-so that healing light can enter it. Your worries will soon be over, because this card signifies that a healing has occurred. To realize this healing, however, you must first stop focusing on "what is wrong" and instead affirm: "Everything is in Divine and perfect order right now."

You have natural healing abilities, and this card asks you to have faith that God works through you as an Earth healing angel. Hold thoughts of love around any situation that seems to need healing. Visualize the situation as healed right now. Then, give thanks to God for this healing, and completely release everything to the angels. The powerful effects of your healing work touch many lives

http://www.consciousone.com/c1Cards/

It's wonderful how things fall into place when you talk about them.
Today's session with H.the shrink went well

He says I am following my inner guidance and says that I won't need him much longer .. but I think he's wrong there. Everyone needs a H.the shrink.

MrH says that " peeing" is also to do with marking out your territory.
Not being able to pee and wanting to pee is a conflict of will; part of me wants to move forward and a part of me is not able to.

It's also to do with emotions and feelings; repressed anger ( he concurs ) and other unexpressed emotions. What are you wanting to say and not saying ? for fear of what ?

I must learn to be clear about boundaries- what they are and where I want them to be.

MrH the shrink says that my meeting with the creepy man a couple of weeks ago could be interpreted as a dream. In the dream , creepy man is a part of me that wants to make itself known to me; a part of me that is attracted to me " light" . This creepy part of me is confused .. maybe my shadow .. it is daring to approach me now. FASCINATING eh ? !!!

I know that innerworlds and outer worlds are related. During the healing that MRH gave me I felt so very relaxed- sighed a few times and felt that I was able think more clearly.

" Blogland " appeared as well as one area and a Yahoogroup that I belong to as another.

In blogland I feel free and happy and more and more daring.... I feel I am getting bolder and more trusting ...expressing myself more

In the Yahoo group , which is an open group that I set it up fora few of us to meet and exchange stories and sharings. It feels cosy, like our sittingroom, yet everyone knows that the door of our sitting room is not locked and that anyone can come in.

There was recently a visitor and this annoyed at least two members because the stranger didn't seem to be on our wavelength and did not know how to behave. Well how could he ? There were no rules. We welcomed him and also told him off when he stepped out line , so he left. I felt sad. I tend to feel sad when people leave.Lack of defined boundaries. *sighs*

I so wish for things to work themselves out without too many rules.That's the problem with being an idealist. Still .. this situation was settled amicably. No hard feelings.

But what am I saying then ? Yes ... these two groups are different. My experience of bloglands is free and easy going with few turbulances and no pointing of fingers.

The other group is a sacred place of love and well-being but also more conventional , I think conventional is an appropriate word. More serious. Not that much laughter,Very little silliness . I miss that a little.

Still, right now I have the best of both worlds.
Thank friends and strangers in Blogland - so far so good. I like being here with you all,

It was Hans' birthay yesterday and I texted him today with apologies for being a day late. Shit happens,
Hans is funny and as mad as a hatterD ( I say that in a caring way )
He makes me laugh till my sides ache .

Hans used to be my student - I taught him Engish when we were both working at the bank.
Then Hans started his own company and employed me.
Later he became my landlord.
His youngest daughter gave birth to baby number two yesterday- a fine birthday present; his 5th grandchild.
He's invited me to lunch next week, which I am really looking forward to - it's been over a year , I think.
I want to get him something for his birthday but I don't know wha. Any ideas ?

According to Buddhist scripture, sand mandalas transmit positive energies to the environment and to the people who view them. While constructing a mandala, Buddhist monks chant and meditate to invoke the divine energies of the deities residing within the mandala. The monks then ask for the deities' healing blessings. A mandala's healing power extends to the whole world even before it is swept up and dispersed into flowing water—a further expression of sharing the mandala's blessings with all.

I release the pattern in myself that created this condition.
I am willing to change.
I love and approve of myself.

I've just read a friend's post
She's feeling really poorly by the sounds of it and doing F---all about it !

I am really cross with her.
SHe won't be told !

when the body speaks surely it is our job to listen ???!!
Especially when the cries are desperate ???

Am I like this ?
If ever I am dear friends, please remind me .
Thanks

Good moaning says mira in a funny accent .. have yu git a lisens för ze minki ?

Had to pop in and touch base, but am in a rush to go out.
I'm off to see H the shrink.. maybe I'll work on my repressed anger .. so watch out when I return !

Reading Reading Dr Northrup last night " Women's Body's women's wisdom " ( AMAZING BIBLE FOR WOMEN !!!! btw ) on cystitis and bladder infections
She recommends
cranberry juice ,
avoid coffee,
take a probiotic eg acidophilus
yoghurt tampons dip tampon in plain organic yoghurt and change three to four hours to replenish vaginal flora
The herb uva ursi contains arbutin which is a natural antibiotic

AND ..... AFFIRMATIONS

I release the pattern in myself that created this condition.
I am willing to change.
I love and approve of myself.

Brilliant !

Now let's see what a male head shrinker says balance is important .

Toodles everyone , hasta la vista !