Dream last night:
I am teaching a group of students together with A-S and J-E.
The other facilitator keeps changing identity
The students refuse to be controlled.
I want them to sit in a circle - but they don't seem to care
I want them to listen and pay attention , but they are nonchalant.
At the same time I think " This is too much effort ; too much hard work .
What if I were to let go and leave them to their own devices ?"
"To hell with them" they can do as they please .
If they want to learn- fine
If not - it's their loss.
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I thing this dream comes in response to my thoughts about allowing and controlling before I fell asleep. Wanting things to be in a certain way. Trying to force things .Subpersonalities. Arguing with reality lol .
I know that when I argue with reality I lose , but only 100% of the time.
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So WHAT to do with all this ?
Perhaps there is nothing to DO lol
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