Dream last night:

I am teaching a group of students together with A-S and J-E.
The other facilitator keeps changing identity
The students refuse to be controlled.
I want them to sit in a circle - but they don't seem to care
I want them to listen and pay attention , but they are nonchalant.
At the same time I think " This is too much effort ; too much hard work .
What if I were to let go and leave them to their own devices ?"
"To hell with them" they can do as they please .
If they want to learn- fine
If not - it's their loss.

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I thing this dream comes in response to my thoughts about allowing and controlling before I fell asleep. Wanting things to be in a certain way. Trying to force things .Subpersonalities. Arguing with reality lol .
I know that when I argue with reality I lose , but only 100% of the time.
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So WHAT to do with all this ?
Perhaps there is nothing to DO lol

" In the depths of my soul is wordless song "
--Kahlil Gibran

Stream of consciousness writing :

Dive deep
There are messages in the swirling depth s of your dreams
Ubdercurrents , eddies , bubbles
Dolphins play
Sea horses swim
You can too.
Swim and play
Dive deep ; there are pearls to be brought to the surface.
Dive deep in to the depths of your soul and allow
See the treasure chest full of dubloons
Hear it say " Aye mi 'earty - be a pirate - take what you want "
Heart speaks
Dive deep
from the centre of awareness arises sorrow, anger but also joy
Accept it all
Welcome it all
Each is a message from beyond

We are approaching the time when the veil between our worlds is thin

Dove deep and allow inspiration to flow
Inspire
Breathe it
Breathe out

Is that all there is ?
No . THere is plenty more.
This well or source is infinite
World without end
It is limitless

It is as if all that I have ever read seen or experienced is making itself known to me as I remember and allow
the JOY of being

yeah!