I've just heard that my neighbour, Cris , committed suicide last night.The painter who was decotrating his flat,found him this morning, He'd hung himself.
I'm shocked but not surprised. Cris was not well. He was physically and mental ill.Apparently he's been hospitalised a couple of times. He would play loud rock music in the middle of the night and shower obsessively during the day. He told me once that he had a degenerative disease that affected his coordination and speech and the doctors had said it would only get worse.
Apart from that he showed obsessive compulsive behaviour and was paranoid. A couple of weeks ago he asked to used my toilet saying that his was out of order. He would also ask for asprin claiming he had a headache and a plaster as he had hurt himself. He lent me a simpson's DVD, which I borrowed even though I don't have a DVD player.
Looking back all these things were probably cries for help, but the help he needed was far beyond what any of us could give. It was very difficult to talk to him as he would rattle on nonsensically and not hear what was being said to him. Poor lad suffered a lot.
Loving Spirit of All That Is
Embrace Cris'soul
May he find the Light, Love and Peace
that escaped him here on the physical plane.
May Cris' soul be at peace.
Love and peace in all dimensions.
So be it and so it is.
Thank you ALL.
X
