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Deep in the centre of my being there is an infinite well of love .
I now allow this love to flow to the surface.
It fills my heart,my body my mind, my consciousness,my very being and radiates out from me in all directions and returns to me multiplied.

A few days ago I found out that my neighbour had hanged himself ( Shocking news ) The decorator had found him in the morning, had freaked out , the police and ambulance were called in. I was shocked but not surprised.

Tonight the neighbour who told me this had spoken to another neighbour who is a policeman who had said that the man was not in fact dead. The decorator had come in , seen him hanging from the kitchen ceiling, freaked out and called for help. The hanged man by this time had been hanging for 10 minutes or so. A real cry for help .. and a clumsy one at that.

I'm sorry .. I feel both upset and angry. I think I must phone the landlord and find out for sure ask for a statement or something. Isn't it our right to know or is it none of our business ? What do you think ?

Back home again after dinner and listening to Leonard Cohen. It's the only music I can bare to listen to these days. He has such as soothing voice. It's not as of listen to every word either, after all it's in the background , but the odd phrase that I catch now and then is enough.

I was somewhat blunt in giving advice today and was snapped at. I wish I could be more tactful. Choice of words, presentation, tone of voice is everything. Often it's not WHAT you say , but HOW you say it.

A 14 year old teenager was found smoking , the second time in two months and was grounded and his priviledges including computer taken away until Christmas *sighs*. What if he can't stop smoking ? What if he is addicted ? After all , trhe parent smokes two cigarettes a day. That is not being a good role model. If he is going to smoke he will find ways of doing it. The stress of not having computer and being grounded is enough reason for anyone to turn to drink ???

It's not easy being a parent or a teenager , I know. I was accused of not being supportive to the parent , In this case my sympathies lay with the teenager. WHy ? I continue to rebel and have contempt for authority

It's a beautiful sunny day for once and I'm meeting my collegues in town for lunch.

That's all I have to say for now.

All is well and unfilding as it should

Enjoy your Monday everyone . May it be an excellent start to this week.