Well, I've done a bit of tidying and a bit of vacuuming. New clean sheets on the bed. Think I'll do the kitchen now. Might just do it all naked

I'll be back when that's done .. with a glass of red wine , maybe

It's a fine day for ventilating and mumbling. In fact I 've just had a mumble on rundontwalk's food blog .. so much so that it became a post so I am including it here too .

http://foodaddicts.blog.co.uk/2008/06/09/food-aamp-i-4292433

My name is Mira , I LUFFS food and I am a food addict

I'm picky , I love to eat what I like, I like the smells, taste, colour , shape , form and sensuousness of the foods I like.

I'm careful about what I eat ; cook from scratch, avoid additives and preservatives and choose organic wherever possible. Eating is one of the pleasures and joys of living.

I am sick and tired of all diets and shoulds and musts and nagging about excercise and avoiding this that and the other . It's depressing and it makes me feel sad and life is about feeling happy and good.

I've thought a lot about food and weight gain and health and have come to the conclusion that it's not good to FOCUS on food all the time.

From now on , I'm going to eat what I like , when I like and ENJOY without feeling guilty about what I have CONSCIOUSLY CHOSEN to eat and accept the consequences whatever they maybe. 100% responsibility. Just shut up , eat, enjoy and not make such a song and dance about it

This is the plan.

Sorry for ventilating ... but it had to be done. Thanks for listening. I wish you all good luck with your food story .

http://foodaddicts.blog.co.uk/2008/06/09/food-aamp-i-4292433

I've just done 4 loads of laundry. and clothes now hanging around the flat drying . Smalls go into the tumble drier I'm glad I have one of those

Two trips into the bowels of the earth to laundry room , no lift, treading carefully because sprained ankle is still unstable.

Oh woe is me but have to laugh .. otherwise I cry.
Hate making myself a victim.
Just ventilating and getting things off my chest.

It's done now, anyway.

I'm going to vaccum, tidy and wash the kitchen floor today so that I can wake up tomorrow and my birthday , to a clean and tidy home.

that is the plan.

I'm trying hard not to let things get me down today and it'd hard

Got my mobile phone bill for May which includes SEK 135 ( about 13 Euros or 10 GBP ) for 9 sms i.e . text messages from www.wixawin.com .... and it's all my own stupid fault. * bangs head on desk * I've been had. Diddled. Probably like thousands of others

BE WARNED !!! It was one of those things you click on to answer a b or c to win a laptop or holiday or something and somehow I must have consented to these texts , which cost 15 kronor ( about 1.50 euros ) a go even when you DON't take part !!! grrrrrrrrrr

Phoned the telephone company who had me wait for 20 minutes until I could speak to someone, and then was transferred to someone else because she couldn't find my invoice ...and anothe 15 minute wait.
I have been practising patience and understanding .. but it is really difficult.

Anway ... I've managed to unsubscribe to www.wixawin.com bastids :::: and hexed them to get a taste of their own medicine.

Finally, I've decided to bite the bullet, forgive and forget.

Done . Out of my system now. Affirming that 135 x 10 will come to me as a gift from the Universe by way compensation or summat