Suicidal thoughts can be good thing ; a sign of change and transformation ahead. A shift.
" Write about your fears." says H. " Make a list and examine the list. Question each fear. Do the Work on each."
"Answer the question : What 's the worst that can happen ? And then ? And then ...? "
My current housing situation problems and worries , friend in crisis, problem with legs have probably stimulated me to liberate myself from old fears that I have been harbouring in my body. On one level I have already solved problems. What I need to do now is solve them on a conscious level to feel lighter and happier. ''
Like the DEATH card in the TAROT , I seem to be heading for transformation and change.
Mrs_F
and therefore a positive sign. The ending of a difficult time and the beginning of a new period.
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to you through the ethers .. see you in the astral 
Oh ..night night our Mira, err morning... xx 
Not sure i agree there darling,how can such negative and final feelings ever be positive?
The death card signifies the transition (like from one state to the next). Suicide is self inflicted decision to move from one state to the next whether it is the right thing to do or not. It is often not a rational decision but a decision made hastily in a moment of despair.
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