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The Prof ( my son ) was around earlier and brought me a box of Turkish delights , all the way from Istambul;rose, lemon and menthol. I just had a rose one.

We talked about the flat and agreed that a lot of shifting of rubbish had to be done and a bit of home-styling.
I burst into tears at the thought of all the stress.
I don't cope with stress very well

My head is still spinning with possible courses of action.
The next few weeks will be critical.

Options so far :

buy- meeting with banker sometime next week.
swap - involves shifting stuff, physical hard work, stress that can ONLY be motivated by an affordable two room rented flat in town.
stay put - lose out on opportunity to make money and risk massive increase in rent so that I won't be able to stay.

It's mindboggling.

The only part I am looking forward to is the shifting of rubbish. A golden opportunity. We decided on 8th November. The Prof will arrange a van to take rubbish to the tip.

It's all happening so fast and things look different every day. Some days I'm optimistic and others I am im the depths of despair.
Writing this down in attempt to stay sane .
No need to comment .
Blessings and good vibes appreciated.

I have visitors coming in May - if I must move let it be July

Night night all

Night night all !
X

HAPPY BIRTHDAY dora 
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY , Doralean !

May the longtime sun shine upon you,
all love surround you,
and the pure light within you guide your way home—guide your way home.

–Traditional Sufi Blessing

Chin up  - I hope you have a wonderful day !
love and hugs
xxx

Soul Message: Do all the good you can, by all the means you can, in all the ways you can, in all the places you can, to all the people you can, as long as ever you can. –John Wesley

Alchemy and Transformation: At this stage of initiation, one is blessed with boundless enthusiasm and the joy of creation. Dance into this beautiful life with respect and gratitude. You have earned the rapture of this golden essence; however, it is only yours to the extent you share it with the world. This light is the torch of service that must radiate out from the heart of humanity. All actions and creative endeavors must originate with this source of unconditional love.

Awakening to the Archetype –Setting Sun Woman: The keeper of tomorrow’s dreams and goals, She teaches us about the will to live, survive, and thrive as caretakers on planet Earth. Give thanks for the light of this Goddess. Open your curtains to the daylight. Drink sparkling water that the Sun has nourished. Absorb the rays of the Sun as they penetrate into the core of your deepest self. Enjoy your life!

Everyday Encounters: Each day, as this archetype surrounds you, it is beneficial to set new goals and dreams. Look beyond the cliff’s edge. Expand your horizons to include care and concern for the next seven generations. Cultivate empathy and compassion for our Earth and live according to ecological wisdom. Speak with authority and do not be afraid of your power. Walk in humility and in service with a proud and giving nature. Rise above petty concerns of those around you. Serve as a beacon of light and share your joy with the world.

Nature’s Healers: Sunflower
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As long as I am breathing, I will always be alive.
As long as I am alive, I will always be evolving.
As long as I am evolving, I will always be changing.
As long as I am changing, I will always be conscious.
As long as I am conscious, I will always be deliberate.
As long as I am deliberate, I will always be intentional.
As long as I am intentional, I will always be focused.
As long as I am focused, I will always be consistent.
As long as I am consistent, I will always be certain.

~ Spectrum of Intentions by Matt Kahn from go gratitude blog
 
The words of this meditation seem especially appropriate today, because I AM breathing easily right now , through both nostrils. Blessed be !

A good night's sleep, assisted by sage tea and bitter grapefruit-seed drops. Halleluya !

I am so grateful for the extra hour of sleep. What a blessing ! Woke up a few minutes before 3 a.m. to have a pee and switched on my computer for the sheer pleasure of seeing the time go back an bour to 2 a.m. and then back to sleep again to wake up at a decent hour.

Did you remember to put your clocks back ?

Happy Sunday everyone !