Yawn. 6:30 a.m. and I'm up and typing away at MacLappy. Something is up. Summat is going on under the surface.
Residues of sadness after listening to friend's sharing of family dramas. Exhaustion.
Don't know what is going on with me under the surface, but something is simmering.
No words yet, just wordless thoughts.
Try as you might, you can't hold on to a handful of sand as it tends to slip through your fingers until there are only a few grains left.
The remedy is Acceptance , I am told
Words will come when they are ready
For now , only an inkling, a feeling , and emotion.
All in good time, eh ?
Dream last night
I am sipping one of those umbrella cocktail drinks and it is tasty. Then I notice that the body of the drink is an unpeeled banana .. odd.. they've forgotten to peel it ... I shall complain and get a refund , I think to myself.
The Last Quarter of the Moon
The precise moment
of the Last Quarter
was 11:54 am Jul, 15 2009 A stressful and unsettled period. Your ambitions are being stirred up and there is a desire to do something very important and show everyone how cool you are. However, the best way forward is to think thoroughly before doing anything and to direct your energy towards jobs planned earlier, rather than ideas which have just sprung into your head now.
The best way forward is to think thoroughly before doing anything and to direct your energy towards jobs planned earlier, rather than ideas which have just sprung into your head now
Sounds like good advice 
QueeneMab
Above all we have to be mindful and discerning otherwise it is easy to throw the baby out with the bathwater.
Hope you are ok.
My mood is unsettled too ..........
Yes it is the time when we let go of the bad stuff, but sometimes we have to be selective when deciding which is the bad stuff. If something is upsetting it can still have a value. We can still learn from it before letting it go (sometimes we need to hold onto it in case we forget).
D'ya see what I mean? Not making myself very clear.
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